TOBE

^7. Simi's house 3^

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"Oh my fucking G..."

At that moment, my heart stopped beating. This unfamiliar feeling that has been sweeping through me never seems to go. It's just having its way, penetrating into my brain cells making me feel extremely lost in the moment.

Why did I feel this way? I don't know...

I don't know what to call this but it's insanely driving me crazy, hell it is.

Why do I have to face this tribulation when I don't want it. Why does all these things happen when I don't want it to. Why does it always come back.

Why...

The pain is just too intense, I want to tear my eyes from what I'm seeing but I just can't. I froze at the moment, eyes looking straight at that direction. The direction that could make me very angry to the point of killing.

I'm not like this, and I will never be...but why does it feel like I'm becoming like the person I don't want to be.

Why..

Pain flashes through my eyes at what I'm seeing. I just want to get out of here. My whole body feels so weak at the moment and my eyes started to water.

Why does it hurt so much.

Did he have to kiss her...like that

Just why..

He sucks on ella's face like his life depended on her lips. His palms at the back of her neck deepening their stupid kiss. Disgusting.

I used all the internal strength I got to look away. The way my heart was burning now couldn't be compared to if I had to repeat a class.

Tears rolled down Simi cheeks like beads of water. It ran across her face before ending at her jaw line then it finally hit the tiled floor.

I looked back and saw a girl on Josh's lap. His hands on her waist trailing kisses on her neck while her fingers where digging in his hair. Is that not epiphany?

Some other boys and girls from school where also there. Why would they even be doing this kind of thing in public. Have you no self control at this age.

I averted my head to Simi and grabbed her hand before dragging her to the ladies. People stared at us in a weird way and for some reason I felt like throwing death glares at them, but if I did I won't be the nice girl people thought I was.

We reached the ladies and to our surprise, it was empty.

"Simi, stop crying" I tried to comfort Simi but the more I did the more she cried. Maybe if I do it the other way around she would stop...so that's what I did.

Her face was already a watery mess and her eyes were blood shot. I couldn't even recognise her again.

She never cried like this even at worse situations, she wouldn't cry, she would just be sad and that's it.

But this, I don't even know what to call it. Seeing my bestfriend crying all her heart out really broke me down. I have been with Simi since diaper days, I have never in my entire life seen her cry like this. This has to be the first.

Little by little her tears turned into sobs, then whispers and then. Silence

She wiped her tears with the back of her hand and went to the sink to wash her face. Thank God she wasn't on makeup. She cleaned her face with a napkin and tossed it in the bin.

She blinked a few times so her red eyes would regain their normal colour but nothing seemed to work.

Her eye bags were kind of swollen but it was lessening little by little. She brought out her lip gloss from the small pocket in her bag and plastered it on her lips.