BACK TO ME

CHAPTER 6

Chapter 6
We're always together with Lester. I tell him that he would pretend that he's my boyfriend. I want to know if Jeya is serious about me. "PG friends, hurry up!!! We need to the canteen. Lester come on" and he kissed me to my lips. I notice in my peripheral vision that Jeya would staring at. "Is this something wrong?" Reven looked at us. I don't know what's her problem. "Nothing" she answer cold. Dumiretcho na kami sa canteen. Lester and I holding our hands, some of my co-students we're shocked about us, with Lester. "What do you want to eat?" He asked me while looking to my two eyes. "Ahmmm---" Jeya cut my answer. "No need to asked her, I know what's her favorite food. I'm gonna take her order now" our position is in my left side is Lester who behind me and Reven. While in my right side, hw is the only one who close to my arms, which is Jeya. Nauna nang pumunta sa canteen si Jeya and Lester woukd asked me, what he can buy food for me and I'll answer that. He follow Jeya then he is here again, he gave me food. "Just eat this, I know that's the healthy and have a good nutrition to your body" he said. "I know that is good, byt that's not my favorite" haysst thanks Lester, you're here na. "This is her favorite food, don't force her to eat that" and nakabili na rin yung mga friends ko nang pagkain, they are glare at us. "Just eat both, so that they didn't fight to each other" AP said. "Ang dami niyong alam" Jera was mad. Then my PG friends was smiling at us, creepy. Inuna kong kainin yung binili sa akin ni Lester na footlong, burger, fries and coke bottle. After that although I'm full, I need to eat vegetables para hindi masayang. "Feeling ko tumaba ako, ang dami niyo naman kasing pinakain sa akin" I smirked at them.
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Hindi na ako nakakapasok ng ilang araw, then Lestee is always busy, then my PG friends. Naulanan kasi ako, madali pa naman kasi akong magkasakit. Nung first day kong hindi makapasok, Jeya is always here and take care of me. "Where is your boyfriend? And how's your health?" Nakahiga ako sa kama, at nakaupo siya para pabangunin ako at pakainin ng lugaw. "Wait hihipan ko lang, para di ka mapaso" at sinubuan niya na ako. "Gusto kitang alagaan, pero hindi ko gaanong magawa dahil sa boyfriend mo. Palagi ko kayong tinitingnan, sweet rin siya sayo" napatingin ako sa kanya dahil sa lumalabas sa kanyang bibig. "Ito yung mga pagkakataon na pwede kitang alagaan dahil wala siya. And I'm courting you, this is my part to feel that you're part and I love you so much" habang sinusubuan niya ko. "Palaging busy yung boyfriend ko" at binaba niya muna muna yung maliit na mangkok sa lamesa, para magkausap kami nang maayos. "Ayos naman pakiramdam ko, dahil nandito ka. Inaalagaan ako, kahit na alam kong busy kang tao. Pero hindi mo naman ito kailangan na gawin. I can handle by myself nga diba? Nandito ang Mama ko at ang kapatid ko. Gabi nga lang sila umuuwi, dahil nagtatrabaho si Mama para sa tuition naming dalawa. At itigil mo na yung panliligaw sa akin dahil wala akong balak na sagutin ka, dahip may Lester na sa buhay ko." Yumuko ako dahil anumang oras ay magsisilabasan na ang mga luha ko, at ayokong makita niya yun. "Kahit anong pagtataboy ang gawin mo sa kin, hindi yan yung rason para mag- give up ako sayo. Oo alam ko may boyfriend ka, pero hindi ko maramdaman na ganun nga ang trato mo sa kanya" hinawakan niya ang mukha ko at pinunasan ang aking mga luha. "Alam kong nasasaktan ka hindi para sa kin, kundi para sa sarili mo. Kasi alam mo na alam ko rin na hindi totoo yung sinasabi mo. I know you love me too. Aalis na ako, mag-iingat ka. Hindi ako hihinto na ipakita sayo kung gaano kita kamahal. Lumabas na siya nang pinto at umiiyak pa rin ako.
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The past few days ay nakapasok na ako. "Let's hang out girls, we need to relax and go again to the bar. I think this is better, because I notice that all of us is getting stressed out. So do you want it?" RM asked. "Are you feeling well?" Lester concerned to me, and Reven doesn't even talk to me. "Wait me here, I need to follow her" Reven is walked out. "Reven" I shout my mouth,and she didn'y have a plan to looked at me. And besides we don't class this day, they have meeting. I run until I'm going in the front of my friend. "Reven just talked to me" while I'm holding to her shoulders. "For what?" She calmly said. "Why are you like that? For the past few weeks until I had fever you didn't talk to me. May nagawa ba ko sayo?" Naiiyak kong sabi. "Huh!!! You ever asked that?" Hindi ko gusto yung nangyayari sa aming dalawa. "Why am I like this? Did you hear about yourself?" She shouted in front of me. "You're such a bitch. AJ and their friends right, what they're talking about to you. You're such a fucking non-sense. You're not worth to be friend." And then she run. I'm crying because she is my friend. Reven tild that to me. She's so harsh. I didn't know what am I going to do her. Wala na kong pakialam kung pagtinginan ako nang ibang estudyante dito. My friends is coming near me, while I'm crying. RM hugged me, while YM tapped my back. They are really want to ease my pain. I'm not feeling well because what would gonna happened today. "Ako na ang bahala sa kanya, just follow Reven. We all know she need friends to talk with her problems" Jeya said and we sat down in a bench and talking about these, with their friends, and Lester would left me crying. He need to talk Reven.