Say You Love Me

Say You Love Me - Chapter 23

It had been a few months since I had gone and visited Jax for the first time. Gemma had told me that Tara had been visiting Jax and was still in town with no plans to leave. I was just closing up the office when I saw Kip in the garage finishing up the last car to be picked up tomorrow. Everyone else was either at the garage or running around getting ready for tonight's party. I paused when I saw him, he looked sad and stressed out. To be honest with myself he probably looked as bad as I did and I really did miss him. I know it's a shitty way of thinking but I figure since Tara was still in town that it would be all right if I at least checked up on Half Sac.

I set my purse down on one of the chairs in the garage and yelled his name.

"How are you?"

I saw his shoulders tense as he shook his head and looked at the ground.

"Shay Bear...you know that we are not suppose to be talking. Go home."

"I miss you. Why won't you even tell me how you are doing?!"

"BECAUSE I MISS YOU TOO! Shay, I just can't! I miss talking to you and being around you but I know that neither of us would be able to stay away from each other. Plus, you're Jax's piece of ass now and what the Prince wants, he normally always gets. Regardless if he deserves you or not!" Kip yelled as he slammed the hood down, washed his hands and grabbed a rag to dry them with. I walked right in front of him and pushed him.

"I'm not just some piece of ass! I am his old..."

"His old lady, yeah I got that. He isn't treating you like one. How's Tara?"

I felt the sting on my hand from slapping him before I even realized what I had done.

"How could you even say that to me!?"

Kip whipped the blood off from the corner of his mouth and I noticed him scan my neck.

"The same reason that your engagement ring is on the necklace that I gave you when you graduated."

I placed my hand on my chest and grabbed my necklace. I had honestly forgotten that I had put my engagement ring on the same necklace that Half Sac had given me. I went to go walk past him when he grabbed my upper arm and pulled me to him.

"Fuck this shit, Bear," he picked me up and cleared off a counter behind me. Half Sac pulled me to the edge of the counter, spread my legs, and stood between them.

"What are you..."

He shut me up with a kiss. I couldn't help but kiss him back as he wrapped his arms around me and grabbed my ass. Once he slipped his tongue in between my lips, I knew I couldn't help it. I lifted his shirt and grabbed at his lower back a little under where his jeans had sat. Kip had moved his kisses down to the base of my neck and I let out a loud moan and started to grind myself into him. He was right; Jackson hadn't been treating me like how I should have been treated. The shit with Tara, it was stupid and I hadn't done anything to deserve it. Kip had unbuckled my jeans, slipped his hands inside my panties, and started playing with me. I couldn't help but rock my hips into his hand.

"This is how you deserve to be treated, Bear. You deserve to be cherished," he whispered against my neck. I moved to go unbuckle his jeans but he stopped me with his free hand and started moving his fingers even faster.

"Kip...fuck... Half Sac... please!" I moaned

"What do you need, Bear? I'll give you whatever you want," he said against my neck.

"I need you... please!"

Half Sac made no move to take his pants off and slip inside of me but he did move his thumb right on my clit and started to rub in circles while his fingers were still inside of me. It wasn't long before I felt myself tighten on his fingers and came against him. I was panting trying to come down as Kip placed kisses on the side of my face and neck. He readjusted my jeans and buckled them up before backing up and letting me slid down from the counter. I took a deep breath and looked him in the eye.