Love Me, Please

♡ Chapter Twenty

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NATHANN's POV

Sweets and notes were the things he left in my locker everyday. There wasn't a day that he missed. Everyday was a different color of sticky note and a different flavor of sweets. He was putting so much effort in here, even his notes look so neat and well decorated.

Sadness washed over me as I knew all his efforts will all go to waste. Because I know there isn't enough time for him to catch feelings, and I know I'll be dying sooner or later. Who knows, I might die today, all alone in my room, without my family even suspecting a thing.

They were hurt when they found out that I had this Hanahaki disease, and insisted to move me away from town, but it wouldn't work. I knew my feelings will stay, wherever I am. I'll always like the same person, whether it'll be the reason for me to die.

I adore Fred and Geor together. Genuinely. Sincerely. Knowing that Geor wouldn't be all alone if I left the world. I know that he will have someone to lean on to when I'm gone. But it hurts me to leave him alone, to leave them alone. It hurts, but destiny wants me to. And I hope they will once again continue their love story, this time without me.

"Ah, why is my darling looking all gloomy and pouty? You okay, Nathann?" A familiar voice asked as I turned around, glancing at the tall man in front of me,

"You should stop all of these, Geor. You're just wasting your time and efforts." I stated without sparing him a glance,

"No. Whether my efforts will go to waste or not, I'll always be here. Not only to court you and love you, but also as your friend. I know you'll survive, I believe in you. So please, trust me, okay?" His smile never left his face when he said all of those to me, but his eyes told a whole different story.

They were filled with sadness and pity. And I wanted to breakdown when I saw them.

His words... His words come out of his mouth so naturally. So... Real. As if he really meant everything he said. If Fred didn't tell me what was going on, I'd probably suspect nothing.

"But I don't want to hurt you anymore. I know you're hurting already, but I don't want to add more. So please, just leave me alone. It's for the best." I insisted, but instead he held my hands up to his face, and gave them a peck, which made my heart jump, even if I knew that this was all planned,

"I know. But it's okay! I might be hurt and sad after all these, but at least I'll be at peace knowing I did something to try and save you. And this may not be easy on your part, but... Just enjoy, okay? I'll shower you with love and care. Until your disease will be cured, and until we grow old together and beyond."

His speeches made my heart swell but all I did was look down as he slowly pulled me in a hug, stuffing my head against his warm chest. This was a moment that I'll surely miss. I'll definitely miss his hugs. His warm, cozy hugs.