This is unbearable. This pain is killing me. He is the only best thing that has ever happened right to me and to let go of him is not going to be easy. Everything around me is so messed up that I totally forgot that my exams are starting from tomorrow. Shit. I am such a mess. Its not easy for me to forget everything and start studying.
I love him more than anything. Tears make my vision blur and my heart pounding out of my chest. Its hurting, the pain inside my heart its hurting.
I walk towards my bedroom and lay down on my bed. I crash my head on the pillow. Tears roll down over my face, I can't take this pain anymore.
"I love him, I love him. Please don't take him away from me. I already have lost everything I had. I will die if he goes away" My voice is low. I don't have energy. It feels like I am lifeless.
With all the pain, wet cheeks, major headache I fall asleep.
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Harry's POV.
I have a feeling something's wrong. I don't know. I want to talk to Crystal. I just want to hear her voice before I leave. We're going to Philadelphia.
We have have some kind off meeting there regarding the next album. I really don't want to go especially when things between me and Crystal are messed up.
I dial her number and what else could be worse than this, the call directly goes to voicemail.
Like last time I guess again I'll have to leave a message.
"Hey babe. I hope you're fine. I just wanted to talk to you but I guess you're not in a mood. I am leaving for Philadelphia with the boys but I'll be back in 3 days. I know things haven't been going well for both of us but let me just come back and we'll sort out everything. Crystal I love you. You're the best thing that has ever been mine. That night was our last fight that we ever had. Believe me , I will do anything to get things right for us. Love you babe. Take care " And with this I end the message. It hurts to see her cry, I never meant to hurt her but I am such an asshole.
I put my head into my hands and the door opens. It's Paul. What the heck does he want now.
"Harry, we're gonna get late. We have to go to airport so you better hurry." He says.
I nod. I am so broken I clearly don't want to have anymore fights.
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We reach airport. I wish I could talk to Crystal once.
Louis comes to me "Hey don't worry. Everything's going to be fine. Crystal will talk to you. She can't just ignore the heartthrob" He says and winks at me.
"Thanks mate. You know how to make me feel better" I give him a hug and all of us heads towards the airplane.
I am going to miss you Crystal and I promise you after this we are going to be together.
I smile to myself considering the fact that I have changed into an obsessed and cheesy boyfriend.
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..........Crystal's POV.
I wake up with a headache again as if I was drunk or something when I fell asleep.
God! My head hurts. I have to study also just to recap everything. The best part is that I got over with my course last week, at least I won't fail.
I think I should contact Tyler I can discuss with him about the exams.
I switch on my phone and there's a voicemail.
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The Eternal Rose-Forever and Always.
FanficHarry Styles - member of world's biggest boyband , One Direction. Crystal Turquotte - A fan girl. Their love life : like a ride of roller coaster. Will the odds be in their favor when they start their life together? Cover by : @kittennmittens