MONSTERS 2

Chapter 8

Cherry

"She is beautiful." Justin praised bringing the baby towards me.

"Get it the hell away from me!" I growled a whole chunk of hate driping from my voice. I even trembled a bit.

She kept crying, and that annoyed the bloody hell out of me.

"Baby, please." Justin bellowed. "don't do this to me." He was still holding the crying baby down, so I could see it but I shut my eyes.
"Come on." He begged. My eyes opened slightly but I still didn't look at the banshee.

Man, it could cry.

Justin looked at my eyes searching for something, my feelings probably, but I didn't desplay any emotions, or say anything. I just turned my head to the other side wishing that I could be away from them already. I did not want to say anything I would regret letter.
The way I felt, all that anger I bottled up inside was dangerous. It was about to detonate and I was afraid to have my family as casualties.

"Do you want to see her? She is perfect "Justin cheered shoving the hurt feelings away.

He couldn't stop smiling and his voice was laced with sheer bliss.

A she? It was a baby girl?

I had always wanted a baby girl but now that I finally had one, I hated it.

Given the father, It definitely was going to be a slut, just like her manwhore father.

Justin attempted to bring her towards me again, but I jumped, hurting my area in the process.

"No!" I growled scaring the nurse that was smiling expectedly. "take that monster away, from me." I seethd in annoyance .

Justin jumped back, hurt marring his beautiful face. He was shocked at my reaction. I was too. I thought I could learn to love it, I endured the kicks but now, I didn't understand myself.

It was on a chemical level.

Almost an hour later, and it was still crying. They had taken her, cleaned her up and when she was brought back, she started crying again. Maybe she knew her mother didn't want her... Maybe she knew her dad was a monster.

I didn't understand her, she was born way before time, and from the peek I had taken, she looked mature.

What was its deal?
I was not even eight months pregnant yet? She should not have been that healthy. She should have been born pre matutely and I had anticipated her death.

"Excuse me sir, but she has to be taken away, maybe you should talk to your wife about everything. " the nurse said disapproval dripping from her tone.

I bet, she couldn't get why a woman would just push a human being out of their vaginas , and want nothing to do with it.

I wish they could understand me. That monster was my worst experience. And I thought that it was water under the bridge, until she was out. The reality sank in and it stung, like double edged sword in my wounded heart.

" Alright." He agreed a pinch of sadness in his voice .

Kissing the baby who hadn't stopped crying, He handed her to the nurse.

The nurse threw me a stink eye before scurrying out.
I turned away from Justin's disappointed eyes but not fast  enough since my dad walked in angry already
I caught the death glare from him too

He sauntered further into the room shutting the door behind.

"Honey what is going on?" Justin inquired softly, yet curious . "I thought we were over and Done with all these, months ago?
My mind sneaked a peek to the time that I wanted to kill it. He shouldn't have stopped me.
"I want to give her up for adoption..." .
I didn't realize how close my dad was to me until his heavy hands landed on my cheeks,thrusting my head to the other side.

"Dad?"
"Hillary...!" Justin growl overpowered my hurt cry. Swiftly, his hands cupped my face searching for my pain.

If looks could kill, my dad would be dead from the way he had looked at him.

Justin was always respectful, just until someone hurt me. He turned into a lion and defend me against them irrespective of their titles.

"Don't you dare touch my wife again." he breathed. "you need to leave now." His teeth clenched as he looked at my dad dead in the eye.

My dad narrowed his eyes taking scary steps towards him. Justin did not back down and cower back, instead, he met him in the middle. His gaze was as dangerous as my dad's.

The seen before me was repulsive. It had my heart gulloping away from my chest. I wasn't ready for another war. I tried to intervene but my throat was dry as hell. It was suddenly roasting hot in the room and I was driping water.

Everything was deafening silent, not even my loudly beating heart could break the silence this time and the tension could be cut with a knife.

It was like watching to alphas about to battle to mark their territory.

My dad's aura with every step, pronounced that he was the boss given that he birthed me and Justin, he clearly spelt out that I was his now.

"D-Dad?" I called and his head whipped towads me. His eyes soften  before they became void again.

" My grandmother already sent someone to take us to the manor , just go ahead with the rest."Justin continued in a monotone, his stare not breaking from my dad.

"I think it is a better idea than to listen to this 'girl'talk about my granddaughter like that. "he spat before he left.

Of course he cast me a murderous glance before shutting the door.

"I am sorry baby." he held  me in his arms as I cried wholeheartedly.

"I don't want her, I could never love her.I thought I could but, after we had to skedaddle because of its dad, I hated it. " I confessed crying.

"You don't know that, you haven't even touched her. I held her in my arms for a few minutes and I didn't want to let go, I love her."The favor with which Justin talked about that baby mesmerized me.
I wished I could feel the same toward her but no.

But then again, They all were like that  because none of them was raped. They are not the ones with a physical proof to serve as a constant reminder, that that monster, controlled their lives.

"I wish I had your kind of heart." I mumbled almost inaudibly.

"No, you have the stronger and b..."

"I did, but Justin, Zayn killed it. With his constant abuse, humiliations and then the baby, ...He killed my heart. He ripped it out just like my dignity.

Look at me, it has been a year and here I am. In a hospital after I have pushed his child out.

I..." I cried unable to finish.

" I am the one who suffered and here I am... In a hospital birthing his baby. He gets to be rewarded for being a monster? "

" No honey. "was all he could say.

" Yes, do... "He didn't let me finish. He just hugged me close. 

" I don't want to-to Keep it"he didn't say anything. He just kept pampering my face with feathery kisses.

We stopped talking about the girl, and even though he was disappointed, he didn't show me.

"Excuse me," A nurse announced.

We parted from our intimate hug and turned to the door.

" she needs to rest." Justin nodded a held me closer. A second later, I was drowsy and I heard him whisper an I love you before I slipped into slumber.

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I woke up to Justin talking to the baby in some alien language which only they could understand.

Like the past three days, he tried to make me hold her but I refused. She didn't cry much like the day she was born and that earned her an  okay to stay in the same room as I. As long as I didn't touch it.