Maribat one shots

Prom dress

(Warning angst, suicidal thoughts) -just a little bit-
Also; sassy Damian

Marinette laid in her bed, aimlessly staring at the ceiling, the earphones were in here ears, the wire tangled all over her chest, and her phone on her belly, she couldn't even look at it, it had taken her weeks to make her dress, it stood by her desk. She sighed involuntary tears slowly dripping down her face.

She took in one last deep breath, ripping the earphones out of her ears gently, placing her phone off to the side and sitting up. She brought her knees up to her chest, burying her head, and hugging her legs, the cold tears dropped down her face, on to her thighs, wetting her t-shirt.

She was tired, if she told that to someone she would most likely be told to go to sleep, but she wasn't tired physically, she was tired mentally, she was tired of lying, tired of putting everyone before her, and tired of keeping all her emotions pent up. 'Maybe I should tell someone' she thought, removing her face from between her knees.

'But who' the sudden thought of her 'number neighbour' popped in her mind 'he's dark, he might get it, right?' She let go of her knees, using her hands to unlock her phone, and look for the messages to Damian she had.

Dupan-Chang
Hey r u awake, or free
I get it if your not
What time is it in Gotham anyways
Delivered 10:38

I guess I could just talk to myself and
delete the messages once I'm done right
Yeah.

So I'm so tired
I honestly feel like the last power of my will
to be alive is just
draining out of me

I just keep lying and hiding what I truly feel
I  honestly just sort
Of want to die.

It's just I can't anymore
The ppl in my year were talking
about how great the year was and all
I can remembre of it
Was me crying throughout most of it.
Delivered 10:42

I spent weeks working on my prom dress
and now I'm not sure I want
to go
I rlly just want to stay home and
be by myself.

I know it must sound sad but I work
better alone, or do I think I do because
I just don't care anymore to feel the difference.
Delivered  10:45

Ig u could say I need 'help' but it feels
like no one will rlly understand
What I'm feeling because for me it's just years
of built up feelings and small regrets that
just keep piling up

Should I try taking pills?

I heavily considered that once, but I knew that I shouldn't so I didn't
that doesn't stop the thought though
I still get that feeling that I would be better
As a person if I took maybe some sleeping pills

Or anxiety pills
Delivered 10:51

Thx for giving me the opportunity to talk
to you Damian even though u r
most likely never going to see these messages
it was nice being able to have a sort of outlet
Delivered 10:53

She sighed placing her phone down, but not turning it off completely she streaked her back and arms then looked back at her phone.

Read 10:54

Her eyes widened, she threw her phone away from her slightly. Face flustered, she hit her face groaning slightly. 'Why did I think this was going to work and that he wouldn't find out, I'm literally texting him' she took a deep breath internally screaming.