come to my house /\ taekook ✔

《💔》i'm here

(A/N: yall carats gonna be real mad at me for this I'm so sorry TT)

And then he started ...

"I was 17 when I realized ... Every time my parents would try to set me up on blind dates with girls I just couldn't think about any of them like they wanted me to. I thought it was because I had a different type until that day ...

Flashback

Jungkook's pov

I was waiting for the boys to come out from the locker room. I always rushed to change in the locker room before the others. I don't really know why. It just felt weird to be in another room with naked guys.

Ah finally they were out. Seokmin, Seungkwan and Mingyu. I subconsciously kept checking out Seokmin... That was weird. Why would I be checking out my friend? He looked very nice now that I had thought about it, but why was I thinking about it in the first place?

"Yah Jungkook-ah! These two want to leave us alone" he said and grabbed my shoulders. Alone with Seokmin... I had the urge to take a deep breath but held it in. What's wrong with me today?

"Sorry yo. Seungkwan needs to see Hansol and I have my own business." Mingyu said and I pouted. He was very mysterious sometimes. "Farewell my friends" he said in English, which made us laugh a bit. His accent was always making us laugh. Then he and Seungkwan both went their own ways.

And now I was going home... With Seokmin...

"How are those blind dates going?" he glanced at me as we walked together.

"They're all awkward...I don't even know why my parents keep doing this. I told them I don't want to but they wouldn't listen."

"Maybe it's because you're still single" he said. I thought about that too. But what could I do about that? I wasn't attracted to anyone in our high school either. I may have started to be more self-conscious and careful around some people, mostly guys, which was a little bit odd but that's not it.

"As if there's anyone who I could be with" I sighed.

"You know, many people like you in that way. Both boys and girls." he said and looked at me expectantly.

"Like who?" I looked up. I knew there were people who stare at me from afar, but I thought most were gossiping because I was very serious and quiet when I wasn't with my friends.

I didn't even know why I asked. We stopped walking and he turned to face me. He was a bit taller. Maybe I asked because, as weird as it was, a part of me thought... Hoped... What if... Maybe...

"Like me" he said and smiled. Yes. That part of me hoped for this.

I smiled too. But I couldn't just start a relationship like that. I didn't even know I would ever think of having a relationship with a guy. So we decided to have a some* as an experiment. I was glad that Seokmin understood me.

(*some= the period before dating, not quite friends but not dating yet. That's my definition but you can search it up if you're interested)

In the next few months I finally answered the big question. I am gay. I would get flustered every time Dokyeom flirted with me. Or just boys in general. But I didn't love Seokmin. Yes, I also realized that.