Stay With Me (h.s) under editing

Chapter 25

A/n: HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS I LOVE YOU ALL AND THE BOYS DID GOOD AT THE SHOW! Okay on with the story now :)

Morgan's POV

My heart paused. I felt my body go cold. I pushed myself off of Louis.

"You what!?!?!"

Louis sat up to meet my eyes and stretched a bit. Getting up he left the room. I followed quickly behind him. As he entered the kitchen he went to the fridge only to shut it and get things for hot chocolate. Pouring some milk into a pan as it began to heat.

"Louis answer me?"

His eyes where a bit cold now. Looking up at me he grunted.

"I did answer you. I was the one who saved you that night."

My knees felt weak. This whole time I thought Harry saved me. I thought he wanted to taunt me for seeing something I shouldn't of seen. I went up to Louis who turned his body to face me. My hands now where in tight fits and I began to bang hard against his chest.

"You... You saved me! You should of just let me die! Those few years I hated myself and wanted to die! I knew I couldn't do anything about it because Harry and his gang wouldn't let me! You made me go through hell that whole time!"

Louis staid silent. Finally he grabbed my wrist causing me to stop. The tears streamed down my face as the painful memories came back.

"Have you quite finished?"

Not wanting to look at him. I went to walk away only for him to yank me back by my wrist.

"Hey. I feel like you should hear me talk a bit don't you?"

Still not looking at him, he pushed my chin up to face him.

"Morgan, our gangs find out every new person that moves on certain streets that we either work on or live on. I fell for you the first month you lived here. No I didn't stalk you, but we bumped into each other here and there. I ended up seeing that you only work a few blocks away from my work place. You know something? Every time I saw you there was a smile on your face. It would be pouring rain and you would have this stupid silly grin on your face as if you just heard a cheesy joke. Morgan I fell in love with that. I wanted to know more about you but was scared for you to know about me."

I didn't know how to respond. Louis's thumbs were wiping away the tears.

"When Harry and Zayn came here for the meeting to tell what happen, I couldn't stop and think about the crew. My body just flew out of the chair and into my car. The rain was really poring that day. I remember pulling up to your apartment building. My heart was beating so loud. It was honestly the only thing I heard. When I ran up the steps, my stomach flipped seeing your door cracked open. I didn't want to see the mess they made, but I knew I had to. So I pushed the door open and there that man lay. I hated him to. Honestly I hated him. He had someone I could never get. I just felt numb seeing him, but you.. Morgan my eyes met your pale body laying in a pool of blood. That was it. My heart stopped and my blood ran cold. Your brown eyes where widen and starting to get a pale color over them. My body reacted quickly. I ran over and scooped you in my arms. I placed you in the car and kept yelling at you. Don't die on me Morgan Taylor don't die on me now. I finally got to the hospital to submit you. You where in the hospital for a full two weeks."

Louis now was pouring the milk into two cups with coco powder.

"Two weeks I wasn't allowed to see you. One reason was because I wasn't family and the second reason was the lads not wanting me to. Morgan I snuck into your hospital room every night. I staid there with you and calmed you down when you shook in your sleep. Then Harry caught me leaving the hospital, and that was that. I never came close to you again in person."

Handing me my cup I ran my thumb across the rim of it.

"Until I came to your shop."

I know I should find it weird. This man kind of stalked me. He was watching all the time, but I couldn't help but notice he cared. It wasn't the stalker your photos are all over my wall but someone who did care for me. Louis grinned stupidly and blushed a little.

"Yep. When you walked in that day my heart almost leaped out of my chest. It was the first time in a while I had seen you again. God how I wanted to hold your hand and kiss you."

"Kiss me?"

Louis blushed harder and took a sip of his hot chocolate.

"I meant.."

Setting my cup down I grabbed his shirt and pulled him in to meet my lips. It was as if we were made for each other. The way we just perfectly melted into each other's grasp. It was really something magical. Pulling back he bit his lip.

"Yeah. Kiss you. After we talked I knew I had to get you."

His hand was still at the bottom of my back. Holding me close to him.

"Louis. I'm sorry. I just loved Ray a lot and.. it was my fault he was dead."

Louis hugged me tightly and shook his head.

"You know you say sorry way to much."

Giggling I shrugged my shoulders. We just sat there for a moment. Hugging each other tightly. That's all I wanted to do to. Was just to be held by Louis.

~hope it was long enough loves.