Stay With Me (h.s) under editing

Chapter 34

Alexis POV

We had packed our bags and said our good byes before boarding the airplane. The ride home was longer than coming. It was quite the rest of the way. Morgan was passed out the whole way there. As we exited off the flight we both stood shocked outside the airport. There at the end of the side walk was Harry with his car. His green eyes met mine and I couldn't help but smile. A grin appeared on his face as we began to walk towards him. Soon I was engulfed into a hug. His hot breathe on my neck.

"God how I have missed you love. Things were boring here without the Taylor's yah know?"

Smiling I shook my head. Harry looked at Morgan who was having some bad jet lag.

"Morgan you look ruff."

Raising a brow she threw her stuff in the back of his car.

"And you look like something that crawled out of the depths of hell and doesn't know when to go back. I'm not complaining though."

Getting into the back seat of the car Harry looked at me.

"Someone is on their monthly."

Laughing I shook my head.

"Not even close Harry."

Getting into the car, we drove towards our apartment. It was weird having Morgan be quiet the whole time. Not saying a word. Part of me still believed she was pissed off at me for the whole robin situation. I cant help the way i feel. Soon Harry's hand was tapping the wheel as he began humming a song.

"So your telling me if Harry asked for a second chance you wouldn't give him one? Because after he told you he left me to die. You sure where fine with giving him another shot."

Morgan is right. No matter how much I hate to say it she is. I gave Harry a second shot without even blinking. Robin though? I just threw her back to the side. I couldn't help it though. I knew nothing of Harry. I knew nothing of that night until he told me what happen. Robin was making mistakes form day one. Robins mistakes pain she caused me stuck with me from day one. Harry, now that is Morgans fault. If she had just minded her own business that night none of this would of happen.

Wait, now I don't even know what I'm saying. I don't know why but when it comes to Harry I feel and urge to stick up for him. Even for all the wrong he has done I still feel the need to defend him and take his side. Why? Honestly I still don't know what Harry and I even are. The real question is why do I care? Do I want us to be something? My heart thumped loudly at those words.

Do I want something more from him? I would ask him, but I'm afraid he will leave. Be sickened at the question. There it was again. I was afraid he would leave. I was scared he wouldn't come back. So does that mean that I-

"Alexis! Love we are here."

Breaking from my daze I looked to see my sister had already grabbed her things and went inside. Sighing I knew this would turn into a raged argument if I didn't get out soon.

"Thanks Harry."

Shaking his head he stopped me.

"Uh Lexis?"

"Yeah Harry?"

Looking at him his eyes where focused on our apartment window.

"You sure you don't want to just come over and stay the night."

Yes, actually screw my sister I will just text my angry sister and not deal with her or any of my life problems today. Actually lets just ride off with your car into the sunset and never come back because my life is so stressful right now!

"No its alright. If I change my mind I will text you though."

Smiling he winked at me as he drove off. I was left blushing on the sidewalk. I finally got the courage to go face my sister. Getting up the stairs I open the door to see her bed room door shut. A heavy sigh left me. I set my things down and shut the door.

Beginning to walk down the hallway I though to myself. Maybe she does have really bad jet lag and she just wants to sleep. Maybe I was overreacting about the whole thing. In front of her door I brought my hand up knocking. Opening the door I spoke out.

"Morgan?"

She was covered up in her bed. Her back facing me.

"Morgan whats wrong?"

She still didn't speak. Finally I took it upon myself to sit at the edge of her bed.

"Morgan I get it if your mad at me-"

"Mad doesn't even explain how bad I want to rage at you right now."

I was baffled. Even when we were younger we never got into major fights. Because it was so awkward and weird. Plus we never staid mad at each other for long. We always talked it out then went somewhere together as if it never happen. That's just how we were.

"I don't understand why your so mad at me."

Soon Morgan sat up and looked at me. Boy she did have bad jet lag. She looked like she would pass out.

"You know why I'm mad at you? Because you chose a damn drug lord over restoring your damn relationship with your mother that's why I'm so freaking pissed right now!"

How.Did.I.Know.It?

"Morgan that's not even how it its-"

"No Alexis that is exactly how it is. Harry leaves me for dead no better yet came to my HOUSE to kill me and you forgive him in an a quick heart beat, but when your mom shows that she does know things about you and admits she has been shitty to us you still throw her out? Your a real fucking champ Alexis let me tell you."

I don't think I have ever been so pissed off at my sister in my life. Getting pissed of I ended up screaming at her.

"Well its not my fault that you couldn't keep your nose out of his business and got your boyfriend killed!"

I regretted the words that came out of my mouth. Morgans eyes watered. Biting her lip she got up and left the room into the bathroom. Slamming the door. Sighing I got up and knocked on the bathroom door.

"Morgan I'm sorry. That's not what I meant to say."

Morgan soon came out of the bathroom with things in her hand before slamming her door. My heart sunk and I felt sick to my stomach.

"Morgan I am sorry I didn't mean what I said."

Soon Morgan open the door with her converse on over her pj pants. A brown duffle bag over her shoulder.

"Where are you going?"

Watching her get to the door she shrugged at me. Her back still facing me.

"To Louis. Only real person I can go to right now. If you need company call that boyfriend of yours. He is a real keeper."

Slamming the door I fell to the floor. I had never hurt my sister this bad. I could tell I hurt her. Because for once I made my sister cry. Which is something I had never done to her before, becuase growing up we only had each other..

-Well sisters what are yah gonna do.