Stay With Me (h.s) under editing

Chapter 33

Alexis POV

They days flew by as my Nan's funeral day showed up. we had all dressed in a dark blue and back. I had a black skirt on with. my hair was straighten and my makeup was just finished. Pulling my black leggings on under my skirt. so threw on a pair of black high heels scarlet let me borrow. I looked into the mirror. My green eyes met their reflection. Never did I think this day would come. I was dressed up for my Nan's funeral. Something I never wanted to attend. Sighing, I turned and walked down the hall slowly. Everyone was down stairs waiting for me. I slowly took my time coming down the stairs. Scarlet was in a black dress. My father in a blue suit. Morgan sat their in black dress pants with a dark blue shirt tucked in.

"Ready?"

I shook my head and followed everyone out to the car. As we got in dad shook as he put the key in the ignition. After a few moments we pulled out and towards the funeral home. I had a sick feeling in my stomach. Maybe it's just because my Nan passed. I kept my mouth shut not to worry anybody, but the closer we got the sicker I felt.

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As we arrived the the funeral home. Many cars where there. I sighed knowing I would have to see more cousins and other relatives. I was never great at the whole tell my life story to my great aunt that I've only known for a second. Yeah that just wasn't me. We slowly got out of the car. Scarlet was linked arms with my father as Morgan and I followed side by side behind them. I felt sicker and sicker going up the steps. Something wasn't right. I don't know what it is but something just seemed off. After getting in we sat and listen to a few people give a speech about our nan. After that we all got in line to see her. As it came upon my turn I kissed her forehead and held her hand. Bad mistake. I remember my nan she was so small but so warm. When I touched her it was icy cold. I felt my chest tighten.

"I love you nan. Rest in peace."

I whispered before letting go and moving. Our father and scarlet talked to a few people before we where ready to go. As we began walking out the door a tall women bumped into Morgan.

"Im so sorry-"

That is what made me more sick. Everything just stood still. There in front of Morgan was Robin. We just stared at her in horror. She looked a bit old but looked good for her age. Our father and scarlet hadn't notice she was here. They where still talking to people. Robin just smiled and picked up her pen that she dropped.

"You two have grown up into such beautiful young women."

Neither I nor Morgan spoke. I could see Morgan was going to explode any second and I needed to get her out before it was too late.

"Morgan let's get-"

"It's so sad that neither of you look like me. Alexis and you both look like that women your fathers with."

Morgan didn't grin. If anything she looked like she was going to puke.

"I would rather look like my mom then some stranger."

Robin raised a brow and sighed.

"Morgan I haven't been good to you or Alexis. I know it's really late to be saying this but I'm sorry. I wasn't there and I should of been. I-"

Morgan quickly cut her off.

"Your are horrible. Brining this up at Nans funeral? Can't you think of anyone but yourself? You wonder why she never liked you. Because you are just pathetic and selfish. Frankly I don't even know you. Now if you excuse me we have a flight to catch soon."

We began to walk away. Getting down the steps Robin grabbed her arm. On her hand that was a bad mistake. Morgan turned around and smacked her hand.

"Get off me! Don't touch me!"

"Morgan just listen to me okay! You have every right to push me away and hate me but I have gotten better. I cleared my selfish ways and now I want to make it up to you girls. You don't ever have to see me as your mother again but I'm asking for a second chance in your life's again. Please I'm begging."

Morgan eyed her up and down. She seemed to give in but before she could speak I spoke up.

"You want a second chance in our life's? You didn't even give it a chance the first time? You where done because you had to work all the time so you left us. Like a selfish person you left us! Morgan's right your not our mom. A women who doesn't even know her own child's age isn't their moth-"

"Morgan is twenty-four and your twenty-four about to be twenty-five next month on the fifth. Morgan lives in England as a movie producer and you are becoming a new artist. You visiting Morgan for a bit. Morgan I bet if you go back home and search your freezer you will find lexis hidden hot pocket stash. Morgan you are just hard headed as ever. You always should of been the older child the way you act. Always taking charge and knowing what's best. You have the skills of leader. Alexis same with you. Good leadership skills and you always pushed yourself."

We both stood there baffled.

"You?"

Tears slid down her face.

"I'm trying girls Your my only children. I don't plan on going the rest of my life being know as a low life mother who just walked out on you. I want a new start please."

Morgan stepped forward and hugged her. They both began to cry. Soon I pulled Morgan back and looked at her. Soon our father and scarlet where coming outside towards the car.

"Well if you didn't want to be know by that you shouldn't of done it in the first place."

Getting into the car Morgan and her talked a little before Morgan whipped her phone out typed something then got in on the other side.

"I can't believe you."

"What the hell did I do Alexis?"

Raising a brow I pointed to Robin who was talking to scarlet and our dad.

"How could you let her in so easy."

"She does deserve a second chance people can change alexis. I'm not even forgiving her for her. I'm doing it so I'm not so angry with the world."

I sighed and Morgan rolled her eyes.

"So your telling me if Harry asked for a second chance you wouldn't give him one? Because after he told you he left me to die. You sure where fine with giving him another shot."

I turned to look her dead in the eye.

"That was. While ago!"

She bit her lip.

"Yeah and so was Robin walking out on us but you decided to give a freaking mob lord a second chance before a women who was just young and stupid. Yeah don't you sound like you know what your talking about."

My heart broke. No matter how much it pains me Morgan was right. How did I just give Harry another shot or just not even get angry at him, but blew up on Robin.. I fell quiet the whole ride back to our dads and scarlets house. What is wrong with me?

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