Awkwardly In Love (Nemi)

Caught

Demi

We had our rehearsal and it actually ended earlier than it should and that gave us a biger break to cool down before the live show. We were talking when the stylists arrived.. I couldn't wait to see the dress of tonight.. They always had great stuff and sometimes they let me keep them..

They started preparing me first since I was a woman and would take longer.. Sometimes I want to be a guy.. just put a shirt, jeans and shoes and I'm good to go..

After getting in the dress, they started doing my makeup and hair.. only then Nick started to get ready

They finally ended with me and I sat on the couch playing with my phone. Nick got out of the bathroom as quietly as he could. He hated makeup and he knew they were going to insist and he would have  to give in..

He slowly walked behind the couch and I pretended to not see him.. when he got closer to the door I yelled - He's escaping ladies!

I looked up and he mouthed "You muddaf-"

I chuckled and they went to him grabbing his arm to pull him to the chair

- You're gonna regret saying that Devonne

I laughed loudly and got up to watch them put make up on him.. we started talking again about the things we had to do on stage

The stylists finally left and Nick ran to lock the door. He sat next to me and pulled my lags over his - We still have to talk about Wilmer..

I nodded and relaxed on his chest - I know.. we're in bad sheets now..

He chuckled  - We're on the couch D..

- You get what I meant..

I felt him nod and watched him caress my tights - Will.. will you say yes?

I pulled back an stared at his eyes - What?

- I hurted you before.. I don't know.. I'm scared you have second thoughts abut us and really love him..

I shook my head - No Nick.. I don't have second thoughts.. you proved to me that you loved me.. I know how scared you were and how you needed your mom.. it wasn't your fault.. you were protecting her..

He nodded looking down nd I smiled kissing his cheek - You know I love you.. right?

He nodded again and I shook my head getting out of his lap - No you don't..

- D.. you have to get that it's hard.. you're still with him..

- Yeah I am.. but I'm with you too.. - I said turning around as he shoved his hands in his pockets

He stared at the ground opening his mouth but then shutting

- Don't tell me you wanna give up before it even started.. - I sadly let it out

- I was thinking in give it a time..

i shook my head fighting back the tears.. he still did not look up for even a second so I ran towards the door and got out slamming the door shut

Nick

i sat back on the couch an ran my hands through my hair.. stupid

Why did I said that? Why did I fuck up again?

I walked out the room to look for her and found her when I turned the corner.. talking to Wilmer

I looked around and got closer to them sitting behind a box with instruments.. I slowly started to hear their conversation

- What did you want to tell me?

- I think it should wait..

I heard her giggle - Come on!!! tell me - she whined

- Demi, if I tell you here, you'll be mad

 - What? No I won't!!

I peeked a little and watched him smile and hug her on her waist.. I wanted to fuckingrip his arms off right now but it wasn't in my power to do so..

- "Demetria Lovato and Nicholas Jonas to the stage"

Oh shit.. how do I get out now?

They said goodbye and I prayed for him to go away.. he didn't.. he actually sat on the box I was behind

- "Nicholas Jonas to the stage"

I looked around and saw Demi at the end of the hall.. she catched my eye and widened her eyes and then glared at me.. she ran towards us and went to Wilmer.. I was discovered.. shit

She distracted him and I walked towards the stage..

I waited there watching the guy sing and Demi arrived minutes later still glaring at me

- I'm sorry D.. - I whispered leaning to her

she shook her head - You're an asshole.. fucking hearing conversations.. No one gave you the right!

- I know.. - I said now turning to her - Can you please forgive me? I was just checking on my girlfriend..

She looked at me still glaring andI gave her a grin - You weren't so sure you wanted to be my boyfriend before..

- I was being stupid - I sighed - please D.. you no I'm not lying when I say I love you.. at least I don't lie..

- You're being really mean to Wilmer.. - she whispered

- He fucked another women on your back.. If he doesn't respect you, I'm not going to respect him..

She sighed and I shoved her shoulder with mine a little - Can I get a hug?

She looked at me and slowly smiled - You can..

I laughed and hugged her - I love you..

She said she loved me back and everyone started cheering for the other boy.. we got inside and got closer to the center of the stage to perform