Before, everything was vague to me. Everything felt senseless to me. It all felt blank.
I would find love in the places I would never expect to find it. Nothing seemed to fit in. Nothing clicked. Nothing changed me. The pieces just didn't seem right. Time was rapidly unfolding in front of my eyes.
How many more times do I have to say 'I love you' when in the end, I'll just be left again? How many more times will it just be three words that loses its meaning when it's all over?
I am tired of loving. I am losing hope. I am tired of being left, it wears out my weak heart. After this, will I still be able to open my heart and love again?
I questioned myself over and over. Will the love I receive always be shallow? When.. will I find the one?
Then, I met you.
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a lifetime with you
RomansaI never thought that I'd be able to feel love again. I've been through relationships that... I knew would never last. I've went through the pain, of being left behind. Until I met you.
