Pain

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Wiping the tears from my eyes, I decided that enough was enough. I had cried enough, I had drank enough and my physical appearance could tell the story. With swollen eyes, hair like a bird nest and a head splitting headache I made my way to work.

Thinking about what happened the night before I feel the unwelcome tears rolling down again. At that point I began laughing, because what strong woman would I be if I couldn't handle a little hurt. Laughing and crying at the same time caused a few persons to be looking a me like I just left rehab.

Dressed in a black high waist jeans, a white V cut blouse showing my lovely twin sisters and a turquoise cardigan was the look for today. Ofcourse my hair was a mess and my face likewise, I could care less.

Stepping into the building everyone could know something is wrong because my head wasn't lifted once, neither did I tell anyone 'good morning'. Nothing wasn't fucking good about the morning anyway. Dumping my bag on the small couch and sitting in my chair Kady came in with all her glory, literally! A coffee in her left hand, a cheesy croissant sandwich in the other and ofcourse her homemade liquor in a small bottle.

I couldn't help but smiled as she closed the office door and draped me in her arms. Her hugs always made me feel better, she would make me feel safe and that I could trust that she'll always be here. 'Whose fucking body should I bury cause someone pissed off my bestfriend!' she said. I laughed so hard the tears began to fall again, and this time I let them.

I told her about the man I loved, and how he took my heart and crushed it and gave it back to me. We were together for four years, I became pregnant but I miscarried. After that everything went down hill as I immersed myself into work and became damn good at it. I had rented an apartment for us, only to come home one day to find him and a pregnant bitch snuggled together on MY couch. He didn't even flinch when he saw me, all Leanzo said was 'Oh, you're home early', I smiled because that was the only reaction I could muster.

After a good minute and couple seconds, I replied 'yea, no overtime today'. I went straight to the refrigerator took out a bottle of iced water and poured it on the both of them! One, don't disrespect me in my own house!!... well technically its mine cause I'm paying for it. Two, have some fucking respect!!

I didn't even realize that the pregnant chick was screaming until I heard a vase broke, and that's when shit got real. I took out a taser I'd always been carrying and tased him while he was trying to calm her down. 'What the fuck you crazy bitch' I smiled and told her she hadn't seen nothing yet. She ran out the door leaving Leanzo and I alone in the Living room. I quickly packed his bag and asked him to leave.
After taking my virginity and loving me only he knew how..or I thought he did.

This is the outcome, but that's not the worst part. While leaving he said 'no wonder why our child didn't survive inside you, you make me sick!'. That's all it took for me to start screaming and breaking things while crying at the same time. I can't believe he used it against me!...

Looking at Kady with tears lining my face, she was smiling I was like 'the fuck you smiling about?!'. 'I'm smiling because despite that, you're still able to tell your story and show up for work, that proves how strong of a woman you are. As for Leanzo and what he said, he can always suck my dick! Oh, and Sean's dick too'... Man that did the trick as I laughed so hard that I started loosing breath. Sean is a close gay friend of ours who always knows what's going on in everybody's life.

Anyways, looking at kady in her bodycon dress she's pretty sexy I mean, she's slender but has a little weight, nice size boobs and golden eyes. Me on the other hand is the shorter version of her, I stand at 5"2 perfect size boobs, 27" waist and 38" hips didn't look so bad on me with my grey eyes.

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