Destiny~ (Namgi)✨✨(hiatus)

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No ones POV

        Yoongi was happy after the incident when he went inside his house his mom was not there ofcourse she must be at work so yoongi decided to cook the dinner he made kimchi , some rice , soup and fried some meat ( sorry Idk any Korean dishes so ya )  and after 2 hours he was done with cooking it was 7.30 his mom would be mom soon so he went upstairs and got into comfy clothes and freshend up and went downstairs to set the table as he was setting the table he heard the door unlock he smiled looking at the door and his mom came in.

Yoongi PoV

      As mom came I smiled looking at the door as she walked in  (note: yoongi and his mom are not in very good terms as i said before ) And looked at me she glared at me I said "mom I made dinner " she looked at me and said " what?" I said again and she said " do you think I would eat food which you made with your hands you fucking slut " tears formed in my eyes " m-mom please forget about old times and mom I am not a slut " I said now crying " huh?! Forget ? due you think I can forget because of you I lost my husband u fucking shit !" She yelled she was walking to her room again " m-mom but the dinner ?" i asked "I don't want to eat your dinner I would rather sleep hungry " she said and slammed her room door making a loud bang " i cried now sitting on the table ' why ? Why ? What I did wrong I never did anything wrong to anyone then y this treatment ?! I guess I shouldn't have born or I should have died till now !! No one wants me my dad , my bestfriend , my mom no one all hate me ' I sobbed thinking about it

Time skip

I was numb crying so much now it was 10.30 I din't eat mom din't came out of her room  I sat and waited then to no sign of her I rested my head on the table and slowly felt my self drifting to sleep

Time skip

     I woke up after a while and saw it was 12.00 and the dinner was still kept as it is it means mom dint eat it so I decided to not eat whatever who cares about me and putted the food in the fridge and cleaned the kitchen and went to my room tears were still coming from eyes as I was thinking about my mom words I went to the washroom and opened  the  cabinet and there was it 'blade ' the pain was to much I cant I removed my tshirt and kept the blade on my wrist and started cutting one for 'being  a disgrace ' ' for being born ' ' for being alive ' and so on and blood was dripping down my wrist I cleaned it and wore the hoodie which namjoon gave me  ( think of it that he gave it to him as it was suiting him or something like that )  and it still smelled like him thinking of him made me smile but then I thought about why would he like a person like me who is digrace for his family , best friend and moreover who he bullies what else not and tears were not far from dripping and finally I  drifted to sleep while crying (🥺) .....

Yoongis mom POV

      Today due to work was headache I blasted my all anger on yoongi I felt guilty but what can I do what I said it was true I guess..... But yoongi did nothing wrong right ?! Thinking about anything I was sitting at my work desk and thinking I heard the lights getting off maybe yoongi must have eaten I was not hungry as I ate something on my way home because we were having a meeting at restaurant with a client that was being a d**khead I went out and saw lights off I went and checked the kitchen was clean and everything I checked the fridge to eat something and saw the food which yoongi made and saw that he din't ate anything I felt bad and went towards his room and saw he was sleeping so I dint wake him and thought of apologizing tommorow morning for my behavior after all what I said was of course wrong   as I was hungry I eat the food a bit and it was delicious and thought again of waking yoongi but then thought of idea of making breakfast for him tommorow and I cleaned the dish and went to my room and set the alarm of 7.00am

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