marrying mr arrogant // choi hyunsuk

6- don't care

"i'll go back, will you wait for me?
that kind of moment won't ever come again, 
i haven't forgotten you for a single moment"

-don't care

the bright rays shined through the window and blinded my eyes. i woke up, only to find myself trapped in between a tight grip.

i slowly opened my eyes and saw an unexpected person hugging me while sleeping. I noticed recognised this face as i smiled. since when did he get this sweet. his once gelled up hair was now let down covering his forehead. his dry lips were pouting, and i really couldn't help it but to kiss it. 

"missed it?" his eyes were still closed.

"... just wake up."

"don't you need to stare at it longer."

"yea, let me observe a while longer," i hugged him even tighter and this time, our faces were an inch apart.

"thank you," i whispered

he opened his eyes and stared into mine, "for what."

"for calming me down yesterday."

"it's fine, i'm used to it."

I muttered," w-what?"

"actually, i-"

at this moment, the door burst open showing his parents. their eyes widen in shock and stood there for seconds till mr hyunsik grinned and said," sorry. we should not be disturbing your moment."

hyunsuk and i immediately withdrew ourselves from that position. i then realised that he had changed his shirt. he was now wearing a button up and the same jeans. he looked good though, he always does. i looked at myself, wearing really baggy hospital clothes.

"do you want to continue your sentence?"

"what sentence?"

"after you said 'actually'"

"that's not important. don't think about it. it's nothing."

"but- but-" i furrowed my eyebrows.

"but what?"

"but I want to know."

"no buts. go to sleep before I sleep with you."

"but I just woke up."

"i just said no buts... do you want to eat something?"

"i don't have an appetite."

"then go and sleep."

i gave him a blank face," i'm not a pig."

"you are a hospital patient. if you're not going to sleep or eat. what do you want to do?"

"study?"

"are you serious?"

"it helps me destress."

"what stress do you have now?"

"you?"

"if i'm stressing you out now, how are you going to take me for the rest of your life," hyunsuk moved closer to my face.

"just get me my books"

"and where in the hospital are you able to find them?"

"i brought it here with me. try asking the nurse for my bag."

"such a nerd. don't miss me too much," he then left the room.

-hyunsuk pov-

i closed the door and walked out. this is actually really hard when i remember everything but she doesn't know me at all.

jihoon was sitting outside and had obvious dark eye bags under his glowing pure black eyes full of worry.

"she's okay right. please tell me." his asked desperately.

"why don't you go in yourself."

"i can't."

"heck jihoon, you are still an idol under my company. take care of yourself please," i told him. 

"i will. how is she?"

"she's fine. she's just bored now."

"where you going?"

"getting food for her."

he nodded his head and i walked away.

-

"hey do you sell broccoli porridge?" i asked the lady in the cafeteria. she handed me a bowl and i put it on a metal tray and took her bag from the nurse in charge.

as I walked back, i realised that jihoon was no longer here. he really isn't the only one that wants her to remember him. we all do, we just don't want her to get hurt after remembering everything.

as I walked into the door, i saw minha holding a blue and white g-shock watch. her eyes widened and she slowly stuttered," he... he... came. he knew i recognised this... why didn't he come in."

i ran up to her leaving the tray by the bedside table and held her shoulders," it's all good. i'll be here for you okay."

she nodded her head and i placed the tray in front of her. a smile slowly formed on her face as she saw the porridge.

"how'd you know."

i was the one who made her love broccoli porridge, of course i knew.

"byounggon?"

she pouted cutely," oh..."

i gently scooped the porridge and blew on it," say ahhhhhh."

she smiled,"you know i can feed myself right."

"just let me do this."

i wanted to treat her right, at least for today. but i really didn't want her to remember me. for now, she shouldn't get even more hurt.