marrying mr arrogant // choi hyunsuk

18- eclipse

"to me, 
you're my everything"

-eclipse

minha's memories

"i'm sorry you always have to endure so much shit because of me," hyunsuk rubbed my hand.

i forced out a smile, "it's fine." it wasn't... my legs always had bruises, i would never dare to be alone in school and i could no longer focus in class. 

"this is going to be over soon yea," he placed a kiss on my forehead. it wouldn't, it would get worse the moment he debuted. 

"what about we take a break for a while?"

"what... what do you mean a break?"

i said softly, "let's just stay away from each other for a while? then maybe all this will start to subside." as much as i wanted to make our relationship known to everyone, and i wanted hyunsuk to fight for me, and i wanted us to be a normal couple, i knew all this wouldn't happen, for the fact that it would ruin his reputation and hence his chances to debut. 

"are you sure about this?"

"yes, let's just do that."

"is one month enough for you?" he started to tear up.

"let's see then."

-

"oi, why didn't you wait for me to go home," byunggon shouted as he ran to my side. 

"i thought you had training, so i just went home," i said as fast as possible and quickened my steps.

"hey, what's wrong?"

"i think we should walk separately..."

"you've been weird lately, is everything okay?"

i just stayed silent.

-

we all stared at the screen nervously as they were announcing the final lineup for mixnine one by one. the 4th place had already been announced and it was the 5th place now, i prayed so hard for him to get in but the announcer kept dragging it and delaying the announcement. and finally, when they announced 'choi hyunsuk' all of us stood up and cheered.

"that's my hyung," yedam pointed at the screen.

"no no no, that's the future of yg," woong smiled. 

"we still have byunggon, let's wait for him to be announced," seunghun said.

we then waited for his name to be called. he was not the 6th, not the 7th and not the 8th. it was the last spot now, please please please, i squeezed onto the soft toy i was holding. 

"lee byunggon" they announced. holy shit, this was happening. they are debuting, they are debuting!!! i watched the screen as hyunsuk ran from his position into byunggon arms, it was the two people i loved the most together. 

"they really have made us proud," noa fake teared.

"one day, we will be with them as well," seunghun smiled.

-

"bitch, you better stay away from hyunsuk," one of them kicked me.

"shut the fuck up. his name shouldn't come out from your mouth," i glared at them.

another scoffed, "what the hell did you do? he's debuting already yet he is so down these few days."