Will & wish

நெஞ்சத்தில் படபடபடபட வேணா.. ஆசை வந்து கோத்திச்சோ.....

என்னை நானே மெல்ல கொஞ்சி கொள்ளவும்..
முத்தம் தந்து இரு கன்னம் கிள்ளவும்..
அச்சோ அச்சோ என்று ரொம்ப தோணுதே..
அச்சோ அச்சோ ஏனோ ஆசை கூடுதே..
எண்ணத்தில் சடுகுடுகுடுகுடு வேணா..
நெஞ்சத்தில் படபடபடபட வேணா..
ஆசை வந்து கோத்திச்சோ..

He cut the call with wavering mind....he didn't know what to tell Shwetha....He is pretty much aware he had given hope to her...

She would be having expectations from him....which was his responsibility to fulfill....

But now,

At this moment he is in dilemma...

He didn't expect this setback when he gave his words yesterday....

What could he do?

His logical mind warned him to keep up and stand by the hope and word he gave, but his heart was giving him different signals...

Within 24 hours, his priorities changed...

He knew the reason...

It was her....

Only her...

Mullai.....

The moment his eyes set its course on her....

His heart had said, "She was the one" .....

It was love at first sight...

His heart had made a decision of its own....

What could he do?

He is confused...

He will go to any extremes to get her...

Make her...

HIS....

He sounded like a cheap pervert even to him...but he couldn't filter his thoughts......nor could he control its path....

"Ava ennaku venum......

Ava irundha vazhka evalo sandoshama irukum....

Enake ennaka venum.....

Veetla enna soluvanga nu lan yosicha velaiku aagadhu......

Idhu vara edhu epdiyo.....kathir epdiyo......aana ini iruka pora kadhir vera......

Ava enakaga porandhava.....

Avala enake enakaga venum.....

Naanum avalum pala varusham sendu sandoshama vazhavum.....

(Adhuku ava unna ethukanum....his mind mocked)

Ethuka vepen......

Adhuku enna seyanumo seyven.....

Senje theeruven"

He again received a call from Shwetha..this time he picks the call....mumbling about wrong time call

Shwetha: hello mama...

Kathir: solu..

Shwetha: mama disturb panrena...oru madri pesuringa. ..

Kathir: illa ma....sollu....

Shwetha: neenga okey va irukingala mama? Nethi eh veetla oru madiri disturbed aa irundinga...