Monsters ... In my head.
Demons ... In the walls
Death ... Around the corner
The disease with no name had caused it.
Each and every day it gets worse.
But shortly this torture will be over.
I will live without the monsters and demons because Death will soon take me captive.
I couldn't wait.
Every day I feel it getting closer and I just want it to claim me.
Make me his.
I would finally be free.
I have never really been able to love in the first place but if I I'd have to love anyone it would definitely be Death.
He inspires me.
I have brought it to many ... Almost.
I have always seemed to fail.
I may be skinny but I am fast and strong.
If they don't eject me with those needles.
Needles are bad.
Yet they are good.
I had starved myself and when I did I threw it up.
Here there food is horrible.
Same thing day ...
After day ...
After day ...
Until one day seems like an eternity.
Dying would be much better.
You might say,
WhyEmmalisewhydon'tyoujustputyourselfoutofyourmisery.
Well you see,
This is my point ...
That is why I am here.
I tried to commit suicide but my stupid family found me.
They said they loved me.
I said that if the really love d me then they would leave me for Death, where I belong.
In the fiery pits of Hell.
