Hopeless Team

Chapter 1

don't forget to vote🤝Kageyama slept soundly after not being able to completely fall asleep until 2:00 am. It was currently 7:00 am which means a nurse would come in to wake him up. As usual Ms.Sato came in and gently shook Kageyama. Kageyama woke up with the slightest touch but pretended to still be asleep. The nurse shook him again a bit harder this time. Kageyama decided to get up not wanted to bother her. "Kageyama-kun here". She says handing Kageyama his small bag. It contained necessities he needed in the morning. Toothbrush, toothpaste, comb etc. He got up slipping on his grey slippers and headed out the door. He sat down in the chairs that were placed in the hallway outside the bathroom. He sat there waiting until the bathrooms were open. Atsumu came out the room wrapped in his blanket slightly leaning on a nurse. He was always tired so this wasn't anything new. The nurse sat him down on a chair next to Kageyama. His head fell onto Kageyama's shoulder. The nurse reminded him about not touching other patients. Atsumu nodded and fell back against the wall. "Didn't sleep much huh"? Kageyama said. Atsumu slightly nodded his head. "Hey where's Sakusa"? Atsumu said. Kageyama shrugged. "Probably wondering around or something I don't know". Sakusa wondered around a lot. He had schizophrenia and always said he needed to go somewhere and wondered the halls. Kageyama kinda felt bad for him. His family rarely came to visit him. A nurse came by and was holding Sakusa's hand bringing him over to the chairs. He sat next to Atsumu and curled his legs up to his chest. "Hey you ok"? Atsumu said. Sakusa nodded his head. Sakusa didn't trust people easily but he learned to trust Kageyama and Atsumu. A couple people got out of the bathroom so Kageyama, Atsumu and Sakusa went in. The brushed their teeth, combed their hair and did everything you would normally do in the morning. Sakusa was still in their washing his hands when the other two left. He was a bit of a germophobe and regularly did this. After they changed and got ready a nurse led everyone over to the dining hall on the second floor. Sakusa, Kageyama and Atsuma sat together like usual. Atsumu laid his head down on the cold table and tried to sleep. Sakusa silently ate his food while whispering stuff to himself. Kageyama sat their not eating. It wasn't unusual for him not to eat. Though it's been harder here. A nurse would have to be with him at all times to make sure he didn't throw anything up. A nurse came up to him reminding him to eat. "Hey Kageyama I'll take your cereal if you sneak out with me tonight" Atsumu said sleepily. Kageyama nodded his head with a smile on his face and poured his cereal into Atsumu's bowl. "thanks" Atsuma nodded his head head and ate some.After a while a nurse collected everyone bringing them over to the front desk to gather there medications. Everyone took some kind of pill in the morning. Kageyama went up to take his. He had and Anti-depressant and some healthy vitamins to help him gain weight. Kageyama was 85 pounds but needed to be around 120 to be considered healthy. He couldn't really ask Atsumu to eat his pills like he did his food so he swallowed them. Everyone was sent to the break room before therapy. They would be there for an hour doing anything really. Drawing, watching something, hanging out. Anything that was deemed healthy for them. They went to the room and the three shared a big couch as usual. Kageyama sat on the edge curled up. Sakusa was on the other side with Atsumu in the middle laying down trying to sleep. One of the supervisors turned on a movie. It was mulan II. Kageyama hates it anytime they put on movies like this. They weren't children. Everyone here was a teenager but they acted like we were children. Atsumu suddenly got up looking rather different. He sat back up. Kageyama looked at his confused. "You ok Atsumu"? He jerked his head towards Kageyama. "Atsumu is sleeping right now it's Osuma". Kageyama shook his head and laid back down. Kageyama was used to this. He knew that Atsumu had some kind of personality disorder but he wasn't sure what it was called. A nurse went over to Atsumu and bent down to look at him. "Atsumu you ok"? She said sweetly. "ITS OSAMU"! He screamed. Sakusa jumped a little startled. "osamu please keep your voice down" she said. Atsuma and Osamu were completely different. Atsuma was always sleeping and seemed like a chill person as Osamu was usually mad and violent. "osamu did you take your medication"? She asked. He seemed to be mad at that question. "Medication?? I'm not sick WHY WOULD I TAKE MEDICATION"? Everyone's attention was now towards Osamu. "Should I call Dr.Kurosu"? She asked patiently. Osamu stood up and ran out the door with the nurse running after. Everyone went back to what they're were doing. They were used to this behavior. After break time was over everyone had to go to there therapist. Kageyama went to Dr.Koshi as usual. He stood in his office silently. He bit his finger nail which he did when he was nervous. "Kageyama don't do that please" Dr.Koshi said softly. Kageyama stopped and instead fiddled with a stress ball. "So Kageyama how are your arms". This was a question he would be asked every time he came here. He shrugged. "How are you feeling"? Once again Kageyama shrugged. "Kageyama. Your family wants you to get better. I want you to get better too. I need you to talk to me alright.". Kageyama nodded his head "ok" he said quietly. Dr.Koshi smiled "Let's try again"! "So how are your arms"? He said. "There ok.. A little sore and itchy though". He said quietly. Dr.Koshi quickly wrote something in a file. "I'll talk to Ms.Kyoko about that ok". Kageyama nodded. "So how are you"? Kageyama hates that question. He didn't really now how to respond to it. Of course he wasn't happy but he didn't really know what he felt. "I'm okay". Dr.Koshi nodded his head and grabbed a paper from his desk and handed it to Kageyama. "Kageyama I want you to fill this out. It's just a couple question ok"! Kageyama looked at the paper. He grabbed a pen and clipboard.First Question. how do you feel about your body?Kageyama thought about the question not knowing how to answer it. I mean he didn't like his body which wasn't unusual for a teenager. He decided he would put down one word or more for each question. He wrote happy down. He knew he had to use a word that would satisfy Dr.Koshi. He had tried idk once and didn't get away with it. He looked at the next question.how can you describe your eating habits over your time here?This was a rather easy question for Kageyama. He just wrote better even though it was a lie. Next Question.how often have you felt satisfied with yourself during your time here?Kageyama didn't know how to answer this question. He didn't know if he would just put a number or something. He just wrote a couple time even though he really hadn't. Next Question.have you felt an urge or need to hurt yourself at all?Kageyama simply wrote no. He wanted to do whatever he wanted to get out of here sooner. Next Question.what is a goal you have to make yourself healthier?Kageyama wrote eating more even though he didn't want to. Next Question.what is something you can do to prevent harming yourself?Kageyama wrote down going to an adult. Kageyama eyed the next question.what are some words you can use to describe yourself?Kageyama looked at the question not knowing how to answer it. He sat there with the pencil in his hand eyeing the question for 5 minutes. "Kageyama is there something wrong"? Kageyama quickly wrote idk and handed the paper to Dr.Koshi. "no, sorry". Dr.Koshi looked over the paper quietly. Kageyama waited squeezing the stress ball. He wrapped his legs around the seat legs. "Kageyama could you tell me what you mean by the first answer? happy"? Kageyama looked at Dr.Koshi and back down at his lap. "Just happy". "Could you explain how Kageyama. Can you tell me what you like about it"? Kageyama shrugged and continued playing with his stress ball. Dr.Koshi smiled a little disappointed. "Kageyama can you tell me times that you felt happy here"? "when I'm with people" Kageyama said. "Which people" Dr.Koshi said. "Atsumu and Sakusa". Dr.Koshi nodded his head. "Do you consider them your friends"? Kageyama shrugged. "And the last question you wrote idk. Can you tell me one word at least. It can be anything". "Different" Kageyama said. Dr.Koshi smiled and nodded his head. "Ok Kageyama can I ask you one more question"? Kageyama nodded his head hesitantly. "Can you tell me one bad word to describe yourself. It can be something you don't like about yourself". Kageyama looked up at the light above the office. He squinted his eyes blinded by the light. "I don't know" He said not paying attention. "Try to think about it". Dr.Koshi said which snapped Kageyama back into reality. "worthless I guess". Dr.Koshi smiled. "That's improvement"! Kageyama looked back up at the light. "can we be done now"? "A couple more questions Kageyama". Kageyama looked at Dr.Koshi then down at his lap fiddling with his hands again. "I'm tired can we be done please" Kageyama repeated. Dr.Koshi nodded his head and stood up. Dr.Koshi looked at his watch. It was 9:15. "I'll walk you to the common room. You can wait there until it's time for break ok". Kageyama nodded and followed Dr.Koshi out the door. They walked to the common room and Kageyama sat back on the couch waiting. "I'll send a supervisor over ok". Kageyama nodded his head knowing he can't be there by himself. A nurse came in and sat next to Kageyama. "Hello Kageyama-kun how are you doing"? Kageyama shrugged. He didn't have to talk about anything to the nurse so he just sat there staring at the wall. "Do you wanna color, draw or write something"? She asked kindly. Kageyama sighed. He just wanted to be left alone. He didn't like being watched like this all the time. He wanted to get out of this place. "Can I get something to eat" He said. The nurse looked surprised but smiled brightly. "Of course I'll be right back"! She said. Kageyama assumed she was new. He hadn't seen her around and usually the nurses didn't believe it when he said he wanted to eat. Mostly because every time he said that he ran off and roamed a random hallway alone. Once she left Kageyama waited a while before getting up and walking out. He walked towards the elevator and headed towards the second floor. He wanted to look around. He'd only been at the dining hall where he ate everyday. ---------------------------Hope you guys like the first chapter. Please comment any characters you guys want me to add. Thank youWord Count; 1,900