routine

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sometimes i stop feeling
i don't feel joy or sadness
nor pain or regret
ust a void that doesn't even want to be filled

it's like watching the word throught a window
the time goes and you just watch, without moving

and when i feel something i want to cry and sleep
to stop feeling anything again

i stopped feeling good things with time
as if my mind has forgotten how it is to feel pleasure or happiness
how to smile and enjoy the moment

because the time goes like a blur
i read books and watch movies
in hopes of feeing something good
and i end up letting more tears fall when i can't

everything is just logic
and my movements are automatic
without emotions

i wake up every day hopping to be motivated and willing
but everything is the same

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