self hate

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you should know what i'm feeling
you should know how my mind works
when i'm scared or anxious
you should know how to read me
like how you read your books every day:
easy and fast

you should have a crystal ball
and predict all my movements
you should understand me
like nobody understands

you should scold me at the right times
and support me when i need to
you should look me in the eye and don't see evil
you should look at my body like any other

you should tell me thousands of reasons not to give up
you should tell me that i'm crazy sometimes
and that everything is going to be alright
you should love me more than anybody else
and don't look at the mirror with hate

- advices to myself

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