Ghost daughter

I trusted you

As like I predicted I was back stabbed by someone who trusted and was starting to love but they did someone I can explain as hurtful

I looked at ZaK as he promised me

One hour before Ghost adventure premiere

Hello we have to start detoxification of lead poisoning

We have to insert a ivy

I hate needle

I put my face in ZaK chest as they inserted a needle into my hand

Very good

Are side effects

Weakness and fever technically it heating you body up so it can expel the poison through sweating

How hot can I get to

130 of comfortable but we will nurse Kelly monitor you every step of the way so their not deadly consequences like organ failure

Did I mention I have Brian disorder where I don't have A.C.C

No but you should be fine

ZaK left for the filming and I was alone in my room

I turned on my tv and I watched I swear the first second of the episode he mention me

Hi this episode is dedicated to my future daughter and I'm proud to say is part of LGBTQ thank you m

I though to myself did he just lured me outed me on national tv

Then my heart dropped out of my chest and I saw my girlfriend with him

I texted her

Where are you

Home

I took my ivy tried to leave

Mama you can't leave

What me

You'll go to jail

I ran for where ever I could find my way home

I destroyed the kitchen and my bedroom bathroom so frustrated

Then they showed up and ZaK my girlfriend in his bedroom they had sex I walked in on them

What the hell is this

Mariah

I ran for the doors to run to the bridge to jump I cried so hard I could barely breath I laid my head on the rail as the tears soaked through my shirt I felt so powerless but I had one ounce of energy left to spear

I went to find my girlfriend

I'm sorry

Don't talk to me

Talk to me

You know what I was ready to marry you but then go behind my back do this shit me were through

No can we talk

You really think I want to to the girl we broke my heart I was committed to you and even deleted my tinder you for that how do this make me feel

Bad

You do with the guy who saved my life what kind heinous crime you did I do

Nothing I was alone worried

You bullshit liar I was here why didn't call me or tell me

I didn't want you to worry

I'm you girl who you supposed to lean on I told you everything about my dark past I thought I meet someone who I could feel safe with I can't anymore

I went to my room and cried myself to sleep

I woke up late in the afternoon

You up finally

Stop don't talk to me

Well I need to tell the truth

The truth hurts

It does but look I love you as a daughter I wouldn't hurt you

Then why did you

I was lonely

You really think you fucked my girlfriend how messed up is that

I know but we'll forgive me

As Catholic Jesus talk to forgive even the one who leave wounds I do forgive but you know need to earn trust back shake on it

We ate breakfast and then I got a disturbing call from my girlfriend

Hello

Hi please forgive me

Goodbye don't call me again

That decision would ruined other trust with me