Ghost daughter

Healing

I lifted my head from sobbing

My dad kissed my forehead

I clutched my dad arms as my sobbing begins again

He rubs my back

It okay

It not okay

It's fault that I was rape

Hey it not your fault so don't take blame

I ran out out of the house and I went full on run to try to clear my head

I went back home to pack my bags

Where you going

I'm leaving

Why

I'm causing all this pain in your life I need to leave

You are not you are great down leave please

Sit down

I looked at my dads eyes

You safe here sweetie can you tell me what happen

He shocked me he shocked me and he force me to have sex with him

Every time I tried going to sleep I see his face the monster who hurt me. I don't even feel safe with my own naked body afraid he going to rape me again. Even when I try going to the bathroom I don't feel safe

Have you not taken a shower

No I'm afraid to go alone

He not going to hurt you

HOW DO I KNOW THAT THE TIME HE TOOK ME WAS IN THE BATHROOM I screamed at Arron

Calm down sweetie

What things neck marks

He shocked me badly

Like an Ecollar for dogs yes

He picked his up

Don't use it

I screamed I hid in a corner

I not going to use it

My dad sat next me and rubbed my back

I don't if I'll ever be able to recovered from such a heinous trauma

I know but just hand in their I love a lot

That night I wrote a letter

As I gripped my pencil my anger kept building

You motherfucker hurt me I said destroying my room I hate you

I went to the mirror of my dad bathroom I punched it

What was that

The pain was so intense I passed on the floor

I felt my dad warm hand on my body

She punched a mirror

I woke up and freaked out