Warning: this might be very confusing, and very cringe. I wrote this a year ago, and I refuse to edit more than the introduction. Ive considered taking this book down before, but I decided to keep it up, as it is one of my very first story's.
"TOMORROW?!" I said. "Yeah so you might wanna get packing" chase replied. "Ok imma text bryce now"
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"Ok lets go stop at my house and pack" i told him. "Ok" he answered.
We were in the car and Paytons song came up on the radio.
(Play the song now) "Chase isnt this paytons song?" "Yeah" i turned up the volume and me and chase started singing it.
I said, "Oh, don't tell me that" How you telling me you love me then you take it back? What's love? Can you tell me that? If I gave you the world would you give it back?
Like oh-oh Can you tell me Where the love go? Is my heart on my sleeve Or in your coat? I just wanna know baby Where the love go
Yeah I don't even know myself Trying to help me but I don't need help You said you loved me and no one else Yeah, so here's a love letter to myself
Yeah I don't even know myself Trying to help me but I don't need help You said you loved me and no one else Yeah, so here's a love letter to myself
Hey, I uh just want to check in I've been really worried about you Uh, where have you been? What's, what's going on?
All these memories, they bring problems back You know the way I feel There's nothing wrong with that You got a new man But I can't help with that I just hope you find yourself Before you hit me back
Like oh-oh Can you tell me Where'd the love go? Is my heart on my sleeve Or in your coat? I just wanna know baby Where the love go?
Yeah, I don't even know myself Tryna help me but I don't need help You said you loved me and no one else Yeah, so here's a love letter to myself
Yeah, I don't even know myself Tryna help me but I don't need help You said you loved me and no one else Yeah, so here's a love letter to myself
Boy, I spent some time by myself Realize I don't need nobody else, yeah I'm just tryna find the love inside me Can you please just let me die in peace? They say if you love her then you let her go
And you want the best for me yes, I know I just need to take a step back and grow But you deserve the world, I hope you know
I guess you really found yourself Now that you're happy with somebody else You said you love me but you love yourself Yeah, so here's a love letter to myself
Yeah, I don't even know myself Tryna help me but I don't need help You said you love me and no one else Yeah, so here's a love letter to myself
Yeah, I don't even know myself Tryna help me but I don't need help You said you love me and no one else Yeah, so here's a love letter to myself ~song ends~
"Wow your really good at singing ya know?" Chase said as we were pulling into the driveway.
"Im not really"
"HEY! Dont say that! You singing is amazing!"
"Thanks i guess"
I walked into the house with chase and got to packing.
I ended up packing two bathing suits, and a bunch of outfits.
It was about 9 pm and we started driving back to the hype house.
We got there and told chase im gonna go into alex and kovurs room bc there always up to something at night time.
He said "ok. Bye"
I was walking into kovur and alexs room and i knocked on the door.
Kovur came running up to the door and when she saw me she hugged me soooo tight even though i saw her like a day ago.
"YOU HAVENT WATCHED BARBIE PRINCESS AND THE PAUPER?!" Kouvr yelled at alex.
"No" Kovur looked at me and we both gasped.
"Your watching it" i said.
"NoOoOo" he stated.
We ended up watching the movie and i told them i was gonna go into chases room bc i was tired and they said "okayyy good night."
I walked over into chases room and saw him still awake sitting on his bed
"wow the chase hudson awake at 2 in the morning?!" He just laughed and said
"i want cuddlessss" i said
"okayyyy"
I walked over to his bed and fell asleep on his chest.
