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about an hour after

JOSH POV

almost everyone left except for me, dixie, bryce, and thomas.

Dixie just wanted to make sure she was ok when she woke up.

and bryce and thomas are her brothers.

i was on my phone until i hear someone say 'were am i'

i look over at her and bryce says 'your in the hospital jules'

JULIAS POV

'your in the hospital jules' i hear bryce say

why. why does it never work.

'why' i asked playing dumb

'jules.' he says

'bryce.'

'julia stop playing dumb'

'fine'

we sat there in silence for a while and then bryce just walked out.

thomas and dixie followed him to see what was wrong, even though they probably already knew.

so it was just me and josh

'you promised me you wouldnt try again.' he said and looked up from his phone

'josh not this ag-'

'no. you said you wouldnt try to kill yourself again'

'josh. listen i love you. more than i love myself. no one checks up on me except you bryce and dixie. not even thomas. but thats because hes at a bunch of meetings everyday. im not happy. and if im not happy a bunch of people have to deal with me. and if a bunch of people have to deal with me that wastes their time' i tell him

'please for the love of god dont try again. come to me if you ever feel like that again. i dont know what i would do without you here.' he said

'come here' i said

he came over and i hugged him. and cried in his chest.

i look up at him and i kiss him.

'thank you for actually caring' i said

'always will jules'

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