no read only lee

wont wake up this time

tw: very slight mention of death/suicide at the very end

i got myself dressed and everything. i didn't really want anybody else to know that i was going so i just left without say. on my way there i was trying to figure out what i was gonna say.

"hey lee, saw you got hit by a car. shit sucks"

"lol my best friend got hit by a car, ahah oh wait"

"how are you feeling?"

"ARGH THOSE ARE TOO STUPID" i whisper shout to myself so nobody heard. as i walk closer to the hospital there are many emotions running through my head. but i don't have time to panic, saying i'm already at the front desk. "excuse me ma'am..are you visiting or are you injured." she asks kindly. "oh uh hello. i'm uh visiting. lee, he got checked in yesterday." i manage to speak up somehow. she nods and hands me a card, i'm guessing i use this whenever someone asks why i'm hear. i head over to the elevator to his room.

is he gonna hate me?

no he doesn't hate me

does he?

does

he

?

the elevator opens, i'm on his floor now. i walk over to his room and take a deep breath. in open the door ready to be scolded but instead i hear from the bed, "poggers". a give a small smile before entering the room, "how was your first time getting hit by a car?" i question, forming a smiling. "bold of you to assume that's my first time getting hit by a car" he says smugly, leaving me with a bewildered face. he shakes his head in a gesture that he was kidding, i look at the ceiling, relived. "but for real, how you feeling?" i ask. "i kinda hurt every now and then but otherwise it's really not that bad, 10/10 would definitely try again". i look at him as if he was crazy, he laughs it off again.

that's something i'll never figure out about lee

he could be in the worst situation and still try to put a smile on my face rather than his own

"nishinoya is going crazy wondering if you're okay y'know. you should try and call him if you can, he would be so fricking happy if you did that." i say. lee smiles, "does he really?". i nod frantically. i wouldn't lie about that, i could hear noya pacing around his room last night it was super sad to hear. "he cares about you a lot. like a lot a lot, i think he's glad he has someone who matches his energy other than tanaka." i say laughing a little. i can tell that cheered him up a bit, i'm glad. sometime i think about how this is normal for us now, seeing supposedly fake people everyday now. its kinda crazy if you ask me. but that's not important right now, i should really stop thinking so much and just go with things.

lee and i continued a few different conversations until a nurse walked in gesturing it was time for me to leave. i grabbed myself backpack and waved lee a goodbye. i was there for 3 hours wow, time goes by really fast. i make my way to the elevator again, same process. the lady at the registration desk waved me a small goodbye as i exited the hospital. the sun is setting but its not dark enough for it to be scary, it's actually really peaceful. as i walk home i let my thoughts fill my head, i'm planning to go visit lee again after i go get some dinner. i continue walking down the street until i get a text.