trepidation

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i sat there; in my own tears and pity. i tried to call out but it was no use. i keep looking at the note they gave me. they drawing was sloppy, maybe if it was more detailed though. i sigh as i got up, they must've done something to me because i ache really bad. i can't go back now, daichi will feel betrayed if i went back so soon. i'll just walk i guess. i walked as much as i could before a sharp pain went across my abdomen. i suck my teeth in and fall to the ground. i half lifted up to my shirt to see i had a few cuts and bruises on my stomach. so they did beat me up huh. the bruises hurt so bad because they formed under my skin, that's not anything bad that just makes the pain worse because it feels like my stomach and lungs are on fire.

you know exactly where you're going

you're gonna go to tokyo and find someone from nekoma



so they can feel bad for you


i shake my head and kept walking. i ended up at the gates of nekoma's dorms. huh, i wonder why. i walk in, they had given lee and i the password to get into the gates. i walked in and to the dorms. i stood outside them for awhile, i couldn't gather up the courage to go in yet.

i need a place to stay

where i can cover up my face

does he even care. no i'm not doing this because i miss him. i'm doing this because i need it. this has nothing to do with him. i walk inside the hallway and to their dorm. suddenly i'm at his door, funny right. i knock. no responses. i knock again. still nothing. i cant take it anymore, i barge in. of course it's not the most polite thing to do but can you blame me? i walk around their dorm, i still can't find him. i walk over to kuroo's room, but nobody's there. i walk over to kenmas dorm. for some reason it feels, off.

 


trep·i·da·tion
/ˌtrepəˈdāSH(ə)n/
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noun
1.
a feeling of fear or agitation about something that may happen.





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