I Hate You, Please Don't Leave

The Meltdown

Koko POV

I grabbed Niall. That was my first instinct. I hit my head and rolled. I got up and brushed myself off. Find Bella. Her big brown eyes that held so much life once were horribly vacant. She still clung to Liam's chest. She was dead. My chest constricted. I walked around for a few minutes and found myself. What? But I'm.... oh god. Oh god no! This couldn't be happening! Everything was supposed to be okay! We were supposed to be at America's Got Talent right now singing! Bella was supposed to forgive me and me and Niall were supposed to get married and she'd be the maid of honour! No!

"She's in hypoglycemic shock! Go! Now!"They carried me away in a stretcher. Now I had no idea where I was, what state I was in, and why I was like this. I watched Bella get carried away. Large pieces of shrapnel stuck out of her. Liam was the only one awake. His left leg....was gone. All I could see was blood and pieces of bone. Oh Bella. I walked to the helicopter where they were taking me and Aleks. Her throat was ripped open, like if a bear mauled her and and ate it. A doctor shoved a tube into it and she began breathing again. I looked at myself. My arm had a severe break in it and my head was swollen. Hypoglycemic shock? Wh-

My arm. A piece of shrapnel settled into a deep cut. Then it was pulled out. I remember when I saw Aleks's arm like that when she cut to bone. It stuck out of my bone. I could see the marrow. They were doing everything to save it. Bella. Where's Bella? I walked out and fell down to the earth. It was like being alive, except through a fishbowl. I ran. I ran to the hospital. I saw blood all over her. It looked like a murder scene.
Please be okay, please be okay.

"She's in grave condition. Let's get her to the OR."One man said. They rushed her away. Her father sat and bawled. His girlfriend cried with him. I saw Liam come out with his leg amputated just below the knee. They rushed me into the same one. Oh god. They were gonna....

"I can save her arm."An older man said.

"But the nerves in it-"

"Let me."There was blood everywhere. He sat there for a minute and started to work on it. I could feel it, which made me question even more.
Why couldn't I be in my own body?

"THERE'S A CLOT!"A man screamed"ITS IN HER BRAIN!"

"Her head's too swollen." A man said.

"Get her blood thinners! God are you fucking stupid!"The older man yelled. They put a tube into my arm and down my throat.

"Its moving."A younger man said.

"Make sure it doesn't get stuck in that artery."The older man said, "otherwise, get her to the ICU. She's probably not going to make it through the night."

Bella POV

Its raining. Now its flooding.

I'm drowning.

I breathe.

I breathe.

I breathe.

I....

I'm going to die.

Liam. He's here.

The accident. Maybe we're dead.

"BELLA!"He screams." HELP ME!"

"LIAM!"I swim toward him. He goes under. No! I was supposed to save him!

He comes up. I swim as fast as I can. The scene switches.
What? What's going on?

The last thing I see.