I Hate You, Please Don't Leave

Hopeless

Bella POV

"Drip."I watched my arm bleed. It was so beautiful. It was great knowing nobody cared. I checked my phone and saw twenty texts from the girls.
Its your fault. I said simply and left the conversation. Everyone started spamming me after that. I decided to answer Aleks. She didn't do anything to me.
Why'd you try to kill yourself?
Reasons.
Why Bella. I won't tell.
I'm a loser. I'm ugly, I'm stupid, I'm fat, why would anyone keep me around?
Because according to all of the girls , you're beautiful, skinny and perfect.

I looked at my scars. Head to toe. Ankles to neck. I ran out so I just cut over scars. What was wrong with me?
According to them but nobody else says it.
Bella, even if you aren't loved widely, you are loved deeply.
So?
Omfg are you kidding Bella?
What Aleks? What have I done wrong now.
Look Bella. You get Trish, Koko, Me, Kenna, Haley and Liam. That's it. And if you think its not enough then you'll never be satisfied. Plus the fans. Before you cut or kill yourself, think of the millions who will miss you.

I looked at my deep cut.
I already cut. I'm sorry.
Its okay Bella.