Red Vs. Blue (New Version)

Uncertainty

     ALEXIS
     I woke up having no idea what time it was because the room was still dark from the curtains being shut. Leo was still holding me to his chest, lightly snoring.  I moved ever so slightly and realized what the hard thing was poking me in the hips.  I looked up at Leo.  He was still asleep.  I couldn't believe it; he's such a deep sleeper. 
     I bit my lip and cautiously moved my hips towards his, rubbing him between us. He let out a long moan before flipping me on my back.  He took my mouth and we kissed deeply while his hands went under my panties and grabbed my ass, pulling me up to him.  I let out a gasp and he ground me against him harder. 

LEO
    I snapped awake and saw her under me and felt my cock rubbing against her.  Fuck. No.
    I ripped myself off of her and off the bed, backing away.  "Jesus, Alex.  What are you doing?"
      She sat up and looked hurt.  "I....."
     I cut her off.  I've warned you repeatedly not to tease me.   I don't want to lose control and hurt you."
     She looked down at her hands, which were in her lap.  "Maybe I want you to lose control."
      My eyes flashed to hers to read them.  She was serious.  She wanted me to lose control of myself.
      "Are you sure you want this?"  I asked. I could feel my eyes darken. My control weakening. "You don't mean that," I said, using the last of my control.
"Yes, I mean it."
Then something came over me, a darkness.

ALEXIS
Leo ran to me on the bed and picked me up so my legs went around his waist.
"Remember, you wanted this," he said darkly, before he slammed me against the wall, grinding into me fiercely. His kisses were rougher than ever; I thought I would get a split lip for sure. He placed my feet on the ground, ripped my shirt off and started biting me hard on the neck and shoulder.
I pushed my hips towards him and moaned. Then he grabbed me by the arms and pushed me face down on the bed, my ass facing him. Before I could say anything, he ripped my shorts off and dove into me fast and hard. It was like nothing I've ever felt.

LEO
Because she was on her period, she was wet and sticky. And the smell was intoxicating, driving me to keep fucking her. No matter how many times I came. After my first orgasm, I flipped her on her back, put her legs over my shoulders and drilled into her. She started to moan loudly, but I kissed her hard to muffle the sound. She whimpered a little and then gently grabbed my biceps as I continued.
I regained a little bit of myself, enough to ask if she's okay. She nodded and kissed me!!! She wasn't mad at me and I wasn't hurting her and she liked it and she kissed me!!!! She could have said no or get off me but she didn't!
"I fucking love you," I said in her ear between gasps.
"I love you Leo."
I came moments later. Not that it mattered. I wanted to take her in the shower now. And maybe the couch? Definitely standing up and then with her on top of me and me sitting up with her on my lap. I want the lights on and I want the lights off. I want to tie her up, I want to spank her. The list was endless. But most of all, I wanted to love her.

ALEXIS

He was insatiable; we both were. He was like some psychic sex god, knowing and responding to every desire I had.