Chapter 10

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by fayesxoxo

by fayesxoxo

I walked down stairs to see Nash on the couch watching TV. Carter was having a conversation with Jack J. And of corse, Matthew was in the floor arguing with Dylan over a doll as the Bryan and Thomas was giggling.

Emily trotted down stairs with Hayes and Luke behind her. "Kids! Ready?" She sang. They all ran and screamed around her. Even Matt. "Matt. Get the hell around." She said pushing on his chest. "Hurtful!" He pouted going and sitting down beside Carter. "Oh gosh, help me. I'm with a bunch of teenagers and little kids." She laughed. "Hey! I'll be 20 in a couple years." Luke crossed his hands. She rolled her eyes and walked out the door with the kids. "Be careful bub. Okay?" I said kissing his cheek. "I will sis." He smiled walking out.

"Hey, Jaz. We're going to the mall. Want to come?" Carter said skipping in there. "Nah, I'm just gonna stay here and take a break for the day since I'm going to the hospital tonight." I smiled. They all shrugged and walked out the door. Nash stopped and sat on the bar stool. "Ain't you going?" I giggled. "Nah. I'm gonna stay here with you." He smiled. Then Alexa came in. GREAT.

"Hey Nashy poo. You're looking fine this morning." She winked leaning over the counter showing her boobs. I rolled my eyes and Nash looked scared. "Ain't you going to see Tay?" I asked. "Yeah. Later. Move along. We're talking." She spat in disgust. I rolled my eyes looking through the cabinets for something to fix me and Nash for dinner. "Hop around, Alexa. Stay in your lane. Zayum!" Nash yelled. I started laughing and Alexa crossed her arms stomping out of the house. Going to see Tay I suppose. "I love that Nash." I smiled at him. "I like that you're not a slut either." He laughed. "That's my boy." I smiled. "So, I'm gonna go take a bath and I'll be down in a few to fix us dinner, okay?" I asked. "Yeah! I'll be in the living room." He smiled skipping in there.

I walked up stairs and walked into the bathroom turning on the water. I sat down in the floor waiting for the water to heat up. I got on my phone and searched through Twitter. One of the top tweets was 'PrayForTayAndCam'. I smiled at that. They still had their fans. They never lost them. Because once a wise blue eyed boy told me this, "Once a family, always a Family." And did those words get to me. I smiled at that fact. I love my boys. All of them. We've gotten so far in life and I am grateful.

I put my phone down and pulled off my clothes. I stepped into the warm water and laid back. I closed my eyes and the faucet poured warm water onto my legs. I thought back to when we was all a family. When me and Tay was together. To me and Emily and how close me got. To before Dylan. Dylan was my soul. My rock. My back bone. My other half. Me. She made me who I am and I love her so much for that. She makes me the happiest mom in the world. I love her dearly for that too.

But I do love my boys. And what if something happens to Cam? It wouldn't be much of a family even though we're all split up anyways. But we are a family. We'll always be family.

Tay gets out today. Alexa is supposed to get him this evening before I go and see Cam. That's a good thing I guess.

I opened my eyes and realized the tub almost over flowed. I washed up my body and hair and rinsed off. I put a towel around me and got out. I let the water drain as I put on music. 'Little do you know' by Alex and Sierra came on. It made me think of me and Tay. I do miss us, but it's his fault and his mistake. I brushed out my wet hair and dried the ends of it. I put on some comfy shorts and a Magcon T-shirt since I ain't going to see cam until tonight.

I walked down stairs and sat down on the couch beside Nash. "Whatcha watchin?" I asked. "AMS." He replied. "Oh my gosh! I love that. Turn it up!" I giggled. He chuckled and did as I said and we watch a couple episodes before I went into the kitchen to cook.

It was now 3 and I was starting to get the stuff out of the counter. I'm going to see Cam around 6.

My cell phone rang from the counter as I was fixing me and Nash dinner. I stopped getting the stuff I needed and I looked to see who was calling when I saw the name was from Gina. "Who's that?" Nash asked. "Gina." I replied picking up the phone and answered with a 'hello'.

"Jaz?"
"Gina? What's wrong?"
"It's Cam.. The monitor. It stopped. I don't know what's going on. They drug me out of the room and I haven't heard anything. What if my baby is dead? Please come as soon as you can."

I ended the call and started balling. Nash's face turned completely white. I grabbed my black north face and put on my brown uggs. I don't care what I am wearing at this time. "W-what's going on?" Nash started crying as we flew to the hospital. "I-I don't think I could be the one to tell you." I cried.

Sad update 😔