Chapter 4

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Lets take it back a few years, two to be exact.

My life hadn't always been so shitty. I had friends.

Jake and Brandon. We were the best of friends, The three amigos. inseparable. Then Jake fell off the wagon a little. Drinking, partying, you name it. Then he got addicted to meth. got in a few fights with Brandon, bad ones, broke his nose even. The one day Jake hit me. I just stayed on the floor and cried. I knew it was the drugs and not Jake. it still hurt. He was looking at me bloody on the floor and he dropped too. He felt so bad. He was beating himself up. literally. He repeatedly punched himself in the face. I tried to stop him but he was too strong. He was bleeding from three places on his face. So I called 911.

They took him to a rehab center where he got really depressed. Suicidal, and even fantasized about killing people. One day he broke out of the rehab center and headed straight for the school. It was third period. I was in Math with Brandon when someone busted through the door, with a gun... His eyes were glazed. Meth. papers raining everywhere. screams. Jake walked straight over to Brandon but then turned the gun to me. Then Brandon jumped in front of me. Bang! All I remember is dropping to the floor and grabbing Brandon. I pulled him into my lap and cried while he bled out. He whispers "I love you" and it goes silent. I look up to see Jake standing over me crying.

"W... what have I done!" he screams out.

he still had the gun and was dangerous so I was trying to calm him.

"Jake its alright. just a little accident." I scoot Brandon off my lap onto the floor gently. My entire body is covered in his blood. I stand up.

"Jake put the gun down, Its OK."

"I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I'm so sorry."

"Its okay! Its okay! just put the gun down!"

Jake raises the gun to his head

"I love you Sammie."

"NO!"

Bang!

I scream out and run over to him, but he is already dead.

And there I was. sitting in the puddles of both of my best friends blood. that moment changed my life forever, for the worst.

The police busted through the door, saw me clutching the two dead bodies, covered in blood. Their faces were blank, so was my soul.

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