Aphmau's pov
I wake up
"ughhh"
I felt sick and raced to the bathroom
"Not again"I mutter
"Thats the fiffth time this week"Katelyn says coming in
"You've been counting "I say getting up and flushing the toilet
"Are you sick"Katelyn asks
"I don't know. Ive been stuggling to keep food down in the morning though"
"Maybe Zoey should come and check you over "
"I'm sure its just a bug I'll be fine "
"Aph"
"no it's fine really" i say walking back to my bed.
Later
I walk sat in my house...I hear a knock at the door
"Come in "I say
"So,Aph I brought Zoey to take a look at you "Katelyn says
"And Lucinda and and Cadenza"
"Well their worried "
"I'm fine"
"Please if I were racing to the bathroom every moring you'd be worried to"
"Aph how long has it been like that"Zoey asks
"A couple weeks maybe" I say
"How are you eating"
"I can't keep food down in the moring if thats what you mean"
"wait are you"Cadenza says
"What"Katelyn says
"Aphmau how long have you known"Zoey says
"Known what. Can someone explain whats going on"Katelyn exclaims
"I'm pregnant"
"WHAT"Katelyn says
" who is the father" cadenza asked
"Cadenza "Katelyn growls
"I'm only saying what your all thinking and I'm curious"Cadenza says
Theres silence for a moment
"Is it Garroth "Lucinda says
"No"
"Aaron "Cadenza says
"No"
"Dante "Zoey says
"What NO"
"Then who is "Katelyn says
"it's ... I um... It's Laurence "i mutter
"WHAT"they all yell
"My brother "Cadenza says
"And now they'll never get to know their father because he's gone"i say standing up
"I'm sorry Aph "Katelyn says
"It's fine"
"Why didn't you tell us "Zoey says
"Well I din't know at first. I thought I was crazy but it all makes sense now. Plus I've nevr been pregant before so I honeslty didn't know "
"Well the first thing I should tell you is that you can do everything you did before but as you get further down the pregancy you will be very limited "
"I didn't know you knew things about babies "Katelyn says
"Ah one of many hidden talents"Zoey says
"The boys are going to go mental"Lucinda says
"I shouldn't tell them yet "
"If that what you want "Cadenza says
"Cadenza whn the baby is born. You can visit whenever"
"I know."Cadenza says
Later
I sit on the beach
I have our baby growing inside of me... he won't even get to see them
All the memories of his last night Flood back to me
I hear someone
I look over and see Garroth
He sits beside me
"I am so sorry Aphmau "Garroth says with tears in his eyes
I take his hand
"It's not your fault"I say as the tears fall down my face
"How... how can say that. How can you look at me "Garroth sobs
"Because I know it's not what he wanted and I've forgiven you . I didn't have to forgive you in the first place because you didn't do anything wrong.You know something . You don't think it's the last time your going to see someone. The last time your going to hold them, last time your going to here them laugh or see them smile. You think you have forever and you don't. I thought I had time and I didn't .Garroth, I had a plan. I really did. And now... I don't . I have no idea what to do. People don't want to say his name because they don't want to upset me. But I want them to because I want them to remember him. But when someone does every single good and bad thing that we went through just comes back. I just... don't know how to... handle it... not without him, I don't "
"Death is a rough one. Grief is even harder. You have to live a double life. One is acting like your life goes on so you can protect the ones you love and the other well the other one is the real you. The broken one. The tired one. The mentally ,emotionally and physically exhausted one. Sometimes you come first. That's okay. No one in this entire world know hat you've lost. We all lost something but what each of us have lost we can't compare. We can just generalise. A brother, a friend, a father. Those are just words Aph. It's part of us that we lost when he left this world that's what each one have lost. That will impact us all so differently. I can't tell you how to grieve. No one ever has that right. What they do have to do is help. But sometime life is hard. Sometimes you need to cry. Sometimes you need to be broken to move on. To move forwards "
"Garroth who told you all that "I say wiping my eyes
"Laurence did "
I smile
Unknown place
"Boss"???
"What is it "?Snaps
"The girl she's pregnant "???
"WHAT "?yells
"I was spying on here like you asked and...
"No... this can not be... haha.. he's an even bigger fool than I first thought"?
"He's still not awoken"???
"Ah no but that means he won't fight it ... I need this body for my plan"?
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Love Just Couldn't find us-Laumau FF (Book 2)
FanfictionAfter stumbling out of that portal Aphmau find herself in the realm they were from but 10 years on. She is devastated that she never got to see her children grow up but she's so happy they're alive. Laurence still has some inner demons to fight and...
