lawson yesterday i posted two tiktoks. one was me leaving my empty dorm room with a sad song in the back ground. the other was me and sadie putting my things away. both videos got over 400k views and a ton of likes. noah had downloaded tiktok too and he made a video of me yesterday which got a lot of likes and he got tons of followers. This was honestly super weird for both of us to be experiencing.
incoming call from tatum beckkkk 💛 answer | decline
"hello tatum what are you doing" i said into the phone. "hello lawson, i've missed you so much. noah said you had been wanting to go to the beach, do you guys wanna go with me and ty today?" she asked. "oh my god yes please. i'll be over sooo soon." once i packed up all of my things i headed over to the beck's.
once we got there before i could even knock on the door or ring the doorbell tatum snatched open the door and jumped on me. "oh my god my bestie is back home finally. i missed you so much " she said in a high pitched voice. "i missed you more tatum you seriously have to come visit us next year." after our conversation we gathered everyone up and we headed to the beach.
after chasing waves and hours of sun bathing it was time for us to get some shaved ice and then head back home. As we were standing in line me, ty, tatum and noah made some tiktoks. me and noah had started to get a huge following. almost 400k followers each. just as i was getting my cherry shaved ice a girl walked up to noah. i heard her talking to him and i was trying not to eavesdrop but i couldn't help myself.
"oh my gosh you're noah beck. my friends aren't going to believe what's happening. can i please get a picture with you?" she asked. her hands were shaky and she had such a huge smile on her face. " of course! what's your name?" noah asked. "e-emily." they both smiled for a picture and ty took it. i walked over to them eating my shaved ice and smiled at her. "i was wondering if you were going to be with them! i'm emily, can i take a picture with you also?" she asked. i smiled even bigger than before. "of course, my mouth is gonna be bright red though!" i said with a giggle, and noah took me and emily's picture.
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liked by noahbeck, tatumbeck, and 41,394 others. thatsthelaw.son finally @noahbeck took me to the beach. i was beginning to think i was never going to make it back. 🥺
noahbeck thank god i took you 🥵 -thatsthelaw.son so thankful for you -noahbeck you better be 💛 ily -thatsthelaw.son ily more ): paige.tate ahhh ur hot and i miss you and the other half of the power couple so so much 😭 -noahbeck we miss you! -thatsthelaw.son you have no idea how much i miss you, and thank you 🧡 tatumbeck YES MAAM YOU'RE SERVING LOOKS. I LOVE U -thatsthelaw.son i love u more bestie
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liked by thatsthelaw.son, tatumbeck, and 53,383 others. noahbeck you didn't hear it here first, but yes i took lawson to the beach today. thank god 🙄 jk i love u @thatsthelaw.son
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i decided to ask noah if he wanted to spend the night at my house tonight. my parents normally don't care as long as i leave my door open. he agreed and then we drove back to my house.
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it's been 3 months and ever since we met that girl at the beach the hate on social media has been really bad. i've never felt this bad about myself before. i never thought it would come to this. noah isn't getting any really, it's just because they want him and they're jealous that i have him. i don't understand why.
today was a bad day for me, and noah wanted to talk today. he was coming to my house to pick me up. i heard a knock on my bedroom door, "come in" i yelled finishing my hair in my bathroom. "hey babe" noah said. "hey how was family dinner last night?" i asked. he made an ehhh face and sat down on my bed. i turned around and walked towards the bed before curling up in a ball and placing my head in noah's lap. he played with my hair. "i'm sorry you're having a bad day. it's gonna get better i promise." he said rubbing his thumb against my cheek.
"can we go ride around? i kinda just wanna cry." i asked. "of course." he grabbed my hands and helped me off the bed. i slipped on some shoes and we walked to noah's jeep.
"what are we gonna do?" noah asked after about 20 minutes of just silence. "i don't know noah. i don't know how to handle this and i know i'm being over dramatic." noah was staring at me i could feel it. i shifted to where my body and my eyes were focused on him. "what are you thinking about? i know you have an idea." i said holding his hand, playing with the veins on the top of it, "what if we fake a break up? make the world believe we broke up but in reality we are obviously still together. we just have to be in secret. it might honestly make it more fun for us." did this dude just say what i think he just said.
