Take Her Down (BTS FF)

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He walked me back to my hotel hand in hand, we laughed and talked the entire time as the butterflies took over my entire body. I was hoping he couldn't hear my heart beat because honestly I thought it was going to burst with how fast it was thumping for him. 
"Thank you for tonight" I smiled
"My pleasure" he smiled back "can we do this again? I'm not sure how long you're staying..but I'll be here for a few months" 
"Me too" I smiled "I'm not sure when I'll be going home. But I would absolutely love to spend more time with you when I can" 

Why is my heart doing this..

"Perfect" he smiled

Just like you..

"Well, good night Tae. Sweet dreams" I smiled and turned to walk away when he grabbed my hand lightly making my blood freeze 
"Daisy.." he said softly, I turned to face him 
"Yes.." I practically whispered 
"Can I..kiss you?"
"Yes please" 
And with that, he closed the space between us, our lips met and the world melted away. He released my hand from his and caressed my cheek with his palm as his other hand went around my waist and pushed on my back bringing our chests completely together. I wrapped my arms around his neck and held his head down to mine pushing our lips even closer together as he deepened the kiss and slid his tongue into my mouth. My eyes were squeezed shut as our tongues danced together, the strawberry ice cream was still evident on his tongue making the kiss even better. I accidentally let a little moan slip as he nibbled on my lower lip, he released a groan as he pulled away and stared into my eyes. Lust was swimming in his eyes as they bore into mine, his lips were pink, and his eyes were half open as we stared at each other in silence, still holding onto each other as if once we let go the other would disappear into thin air. 
I have never felt this way before about anyone, no kiss has ever made me feel the way I did in that moment. 
The only thoughts I had were of him. I felt like electric shocks were swimming through my veins, I wanted to bring him to my room and claim him as mine and keep him next to me for the rest of my life. 
I wanted to see him smile
I wanted him to be happy
I wanted to be the reason why he woke up every morning
I wanted to be the last thing he thought about as he laid in bed at night
It wasn't just lust. I genuinely feel like it was love at first sight. I never believed in that, I always thought it was made up Fairy tales your mom told you to make you fall asleep, I thought people who genuinely believed in love at first sight needed help, that they were..not pathetic..but.. sappy? 
And yet..here I am. 
Imagining a lifetime of happiness with a man who I barely know. 
"Good night Daisy" he said softly as his lips ghosted mine "sweet dreams..I hope to see you tomorrow" he pecked my lips again
"I would love that" I blushed "do you..want my n-number?" 
He chuckled at my stutter 
"Yes" 
We pulled apart and grabbed our phones, once our numbers were exchanged I tiptoed and kissed his lips again before giggling and walking into the hotel. I got up to my room and flopped on my bed squealing into the pillow as I kicked my legs out of excitement. 

Fuck. This is fucking impossible. This was not part of the fucking plan. 
What even was that? 
One fucking kiss. 
This is pathetic Taehyung, get your shit together. Your cousin is depending on you, there's no time to be a hopeless romantic. 
Fuck. 
But..what if..she feels it to? 
I scoffed at my thoughts as I walked around the block and then back to the hotel, I made my way up to my room and plopped down onto my bed, I kicked my shoes off and pulled out my phone 

Me: I took her on a date. The informant was right, she's looking to open a hotel here. Once I get the details, I'll let you know. 
Namjoon: 👍🏻 

I rolled my eyes and tossed my phone over to the side, I traced my bottom lip with my finger as I thought back to the way it felt to have her pressed against me, how it felt like everything made sense as long as her lips were on mine. 
Laying there by myself..nothing made sense. 
It was her..
Only her..
I couldn't think about anything else. 
I thought I was in love before. I was engaged to a woman that held my heart in her hands..and yet..the way I felt about her isn't even close to how I feel about Daisy. 
We just met. 
Why do I feel this way? 
I always hoped love at first sight was a real thing..that people get to experience that and spend the rest of their days with their soulmate. 
But to happen to me? 
With a woman I'm supposed to hand over to my cousin? 
That I have to eventually betray? 
My life is a sick fucking joke right now. 
Some fucked up melodrama. 
"Kim Taehyung: the douchebag" 
With some bullshit intro playing in the background.. 
"I'm so fucked" I mumbled as I buried my face into the pillow.