Take Her Down (BTS FF)

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I slowly crept back to my room and crawled into the bed with Tae making sure I didn't wake him. Curiosity was eating me alive while the thought of betrayal hung over my head like a brewing thunderstorm. 
I couldn't take it.
So I did something I swore I would never do. 
I grabbed this phone from the end table and decided to go through it. 
His last phone call was an incoming call from 
Dickhead🤬
And it was when he picked me up, that must have been who he was on the phone with when he was waiting for me. 
I searched his texts 

Kookie: I L8ve Irash Bambs!!! 
Grumpy old man: I gave kook Irish bombs, I apologize in advance
Hope: when are you coming home? 
Chim: dude, this girl came to the house last night crying over something Jin did, you won't believe what happened 😏 call me? 
Old af: the next time you decide to go over seas make sure your dirty fucking underwear isn't on the floor! I almost broke my neck tripping over them! 
DON'T ANSWER: I miss you..I'm so sorry..please give me another chance

Okay..that last one was a bit too personal. 
I shouldn't have read that. 
I rolled my eyes and looked through his photos. 
No pictures of my paperwork. 
I even checked his hidden folders and let me tell you..
Holy hell. 
Nudes upon nudes of himself and pictures saved of random naked women whom I'm assuming he's been with in the past. 
I tried not to focus on them too much. 
But jesus christ the dude could have any woman he wanted. 
Was it a dream? 
Was I that tired and fucked out that I can't tell if I dreamt it or not? 
I furrowed my eyebrows as I locked his phone and put it back on my end table, I closed my eyes and tried to think long and hard about everything that happened...maybe it really was a dream. 
Not once since we've met have I ever gotten a vibe off of him that he was anything but genuine. I feel it in my gut and in my soul that whatever feelings I have for him are mutual. 
I made the decision to trust him. 
It was a dream. 
Why would he ever take pictures of my files anyway? 
I'm going to close my eyes and take a leap of faith. I will trust him until Chuck says otherwise. 
I doubt he will though. 
Tae is such a gentle and kind soul, I can't imagine him ever hurting me or anyone else. 
When I was with Dave, I knew something was off. In my gut, it felt wrong. I didn't know why or how.. I just couldn't fully trust him. But I was blinded by love.. I vowed to myself I would always trust my gut after that, and my gut tells me that Tae is a kind and amazing person who feels just as strongly for me as I do him. 
I have to trust that. 
If he didn't, he wouldn't be my boyfriend. He wouldn't be asleep naked laying next to me holding onto me like I'm his entire world. He wouldn't look at me the way he does, kiss me the way he does.. I find it very hard to believe that this amazingly beautiful person would ever betray me. 
My body relaxed as I accepted the fact that it was all a dream, and I managed to fall asleep listening to Tae breathing. 

I opened my eyes and took in my surroundings, my arms were wrapped tightly around her small frame and I smiled as I inhaled the scent of her shampoo. She was softly snoring and I smiled as I thought about what happened last night. 
She's officially my girlfriend. 
I have the girl of my dreams wrapped up naked in my arms, and she fully gave herself to me last night. 
Nothing else mattered. 
Not Namjoon
Not my job
Not the reason I was sent here..
Only her. 
Daisy. 
The woman that I am so deeply captivated by
The woman whom I'm not ashamed to admit;
I have fallen totally in love with. 
I felt disgusting last night as I went through her stuff and sent everything to Namjoon, I felt like the lowest piece of scum on the earth.
I wonder if that's how she'll feel about me when she finds out that I am the one betraying her? 
The thought makes my heart break. 
I'm hoping she's as in love with me as I am with her so when this whole thing comes crashing down on top of me she finds it in her heart to forgive me. 
Maybe not at first.
But eventually. 
I imagine our lives together, marriage, children, sitting in our backyard drinking wine and dancing to oldies in the kitchen together. 
I want all of that with her. 
I hope there is a way to hide this from her forever. That she'll never know what I've done. 
I know it isn't over.
Namjoon needs more
He wants more.. 
And I have to deliver. 
I closed my eyes and melted into her as I held her tightly. 
"I love you Daisy" I whispered into her sleeping ears "forgive me" 
I drifted back to sleep soon after that as I listened to the sounds of our breathing and my heart pounding out of my chest. 

"It was all a dream!" Juicy from BIG starts playing in the background
What do y'all think?
Think he can save it?
Think she'll tell him to kick rocks?
Think she's dense for convincing herself it was all a dream?
Tell me how y'all feel, and any predictions y'all might have ;)