Hate To Love (V's ff)

Chapter 7

I stand at the place that Lisa told to come to. It looks scary but maybe that's what it makes so amazing to be in. Because no one will come near it. I enter to be greeted with music. I stood watching the people in front of me how happy they look. Do they feel it or pretend to be? I am scared those sweet happy moments will go. How much pain I got after my mom disappeared. Now it feels as if the world is paying me back the happiness that was promised. Lisa turned to me. Running to hug me but I felt someone else is doing it before her. It was Jennie who was faster than her but that didn't stop Lisa. I felt loved, so I hugged them back. To my surprise none of who is here asked me about my life. Like things that are too personal. After a good amount of different conversations, Mark sat next to me. No one realized he even entered. That's why all of them including me were shocked. After all it's Mark. He disappear and appear whenever he likes and no one can catch him. "How's everything?"

"It's fine. It gets really scary sometimes for how good things are."

"I am glad." I looked around and saw Bambam being so nervous as if he wanted to ask me something. "Ask me, Bambam." His eyes widened and he looks like he was having more trouble asking now that I figured out. "Does...are..are you okay with Taehyung?"

"No, I don't think we are friends." I stopped then realized I had to say something good or Mark will personally kill Taehyung. "But we can to agreement."

"Agreement?" Mark said. His eyes were piercing into my soul. I clapped and said "Yes, an agreement which he doesn't hurt me and I will leave him alone if he successeded in school." Mark nodded slowly. I know he was still worried but nodding was enough to make me relax. He checked his phone and then stood up. Here he goes to the unknown. "See you later, guys." Lisa looked at him like he is her enemy and she would kill him at the spot. "I will repay you. I promise." With that he left. "Liar. How are you his friend to this day?" I shrugged. "Or you are interested in him??" I looked at her and saw that Jennie has entered the conversation. "No no I am not interested in him."

"You were having a moment when he came in."

"I thought they tried to not talk too much to not make us feel suspecious."

While I was focused on Lisa and Jennie, someone waved a lolipop at my face. I turned to see Baekhyun. "Want one?" I took it from him. I always thought he was a nice guy and it was so confusing that why he would hang out with Taehyung. "You didn't come to school today or yesterday." I laughed. "You will understand when your clothes are torn up." He raised his eyebrows then gave me a bag. "No excuses, right?"

"I don't want to deal with anyone."

"You don't want to deal with Taehyung and Jungha. I get that one. Perfect excuse in my opinion." He got sad. I would believe he is disappointed in his best friend or he is pitying me but I can't confirm any of that. "Jungha is taking it too far this days. The worse didn't even occur." I looked at him confused from what he meant by worst. "I will be your bodyguard. Yoongi assigned me to."

"Who is Yoongi?"

"The old guy in the house. He is a very nice man, so if you want anything, tell him." I nodded. So the mysterious guy who was helping me named Yoongi. "You don't need to feel scared anymore. I will protect you from Jungha and Taehyung." I looked at him surprised. "From your own best friend?" He looked away. I shouldn't have asked such a stupid question. He must feel bad. I have to say something. I...I have to fix this. If I don't- "Hey, calm down." Kai was in front of me. I didn't know I was breathing fast. Now that I realized it feels like death. Lisa and Jennie was so scared. I scared them. Why did my stupid anxiety had to show up? "Hey focus on my voice. Focus on me." I looked at him. I started to calm a little by little. He was grabbing my arms. Lightly. "Did I cause that?" Baekhyun said which caused me to shook my head.