Hate To Love (V's ff)

Chapter 9

"Hello, my love." A voice who is capable of making killers get scared. I looked slowly to her, she was forcing a smile and looked at me with death stare. As if her eyes is a knife, I couldn't breathe the more I stared at them.

"Did I perhaps cut a moment?"

"Jung-ha, can't you stay away from me?"

"No, you are a very lovely drug."

"Leave us alon-"

"Did you get to the part where there is bruises in your stomach....or those cuts in your arm. Did she ever ask about the high collar part? Does she know our love making? Yes, you may said no to mixing our blood. But the cuts are still flesh in both of our bodies." My eyes widened as I was hearing the nonsense she was keep saying. I looked at Taehyung as he looked down in shame. What the hell was going on between them?

"Does Yoongi-shi know? Whatever you will go to him like the loyal dog you are."

"But you are a crazy bitch. Maybe the craziest of them all." Even I was regretting, having a big mouths and a dead fish-like body. I was very proud of finally speaking up.

"No one asked you to talk."

"I don't take permission of anyone."

"You may not believe me but look." She got to him and rolled his selves while pushing her nails in his cuts. "I made them with love."

"Leave him alone. He is in pain. Can't you fucking at least see that?" I shouted at her while standing up. I didn't know if my body hurt from the shout or from standing up. He put his arm around my waist and pushing Jung-ha away from him. With that I slowly couldn't stand and fell in his arm completely. "How dare you pushing me away, Kim Taehyung. After everything I have done to you? HOW DARE YOU?"

"You mean those nasty cuts in his arms? Those bruises you keep talking about? The manipulation I can fucking see now. Is that what you have done to him?" Even though Taehyung have said nothing to defend himself. That proved a point. He didn't want those cuts and bruises. He needed someone to defend him.

"Why are you defending him, you wench?" She screamed at me like a crazy old lady. "You should hate him. Be disgusted by him. LEAVE HIM SO HE CAN BE WITH ME AND ONLY ME." I looked at her. Horrified from every single word she had said. I don't know how Taehyung stayed with a psychopath for two years but I can imagine how much he had indured. In a quick movement, I was blindfolded and Taehyung was taken away from me. "That's how it should work."

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I opened my eyes to myself in a room. I was nearly having nothing on. I thought of what could happen to me and started crying. The door was slowly opening when I was making myself ready to see the man who raped me. "Hey."

"Jisoo?" I said in a surprised tone. She entered with a smile on her face. "Are you okay?" I shook my head as a response. "I am sorry if I was there sooner, you wouldn't have to deal with that."

"May I ask where is there?"

"My ex-boyfriend's place."

"So he...he.."

"No, he couldn't do anything but strip you." I didn't know if I should be relieved or not.

"I didn't know if you would be comfortable if I put clothes on you. I just wrap my jacket on you." I kept being silent.

"I told only Rosé but she ended up inviting many people." I thought of everyone. I wouldn't say that I have not questioned myself as why didn't anyone try to figure out where I was. "Can you take a shower?" You nodded and as you got of the bed, you noticed Jisoo is looking down. "I am sorry..."

"No need to apologize, Jisoo. You saved in the end." I entered the bathroom. Don't want to think about anything happened as the hot water fell on me. Run over my skin as a rainy day that makes everyone run away to their homes. Home. Do I even have one? After I got off the shower. I saw clothes on the bed. I need to repay everything Jisoo have done till now. "Excuse me but do I have to wait for too long?" I heard a voice as I was finished wearing my underwear. "Oh my god, girl your body is 10/10." Jennie exclaimed. I blushed so hard. "I one hundred percent agree." Lisa said after looking in every direction possible. "I tried to stop them." Jisoo whispered to me apologizing. "How rude is for y'all to enter and leave me outside." Hyejin shouted as she opened the door wide. Now the girls I live with saw me naked. How great. "You can see her every moment unlike us." Rosé argued back. I took that as a chance and ran to the bathroom with the rest of my clothes. They saw my bruises...was it the same feeling Taehyung had? Did she manipulate him to do all of that? To think about it, he started to hurt me after 2 weeks of their relationship. But can someone be manipulated that fast? Was it because of his mother? I fell down overthinking about everything happened so far. They're pieces of puzzle but the worst part, they don't form anything. I need to see his friends. They seem to know more about him than I do. Even though he was my best friend before so much happened to us, both our parents and our lives. I wish to know where  you are ,mom. Maybe dad wouldn't have died so soon. Maybe all of what happened wouldn't happen.

"I need to go to Taehyung's friends house."

"You are going back to that boy?" Hyejin exclaimed. "Yes and now."

"Then I will take you." Moonbyul said.

I walked after her.

"Why do you want to go there?" As we were beside her car, she said waiting for a decent reason. "I want to understand one thing."

"Will that change the fact that those bruises are formed by him?"

"No..."

"Then why do you want to understand?"

"Because...maybe I can bring everything back to what it used to be."

"Well you can't. I would love to cheer you but I can't lie to you. Bringing everything back to what it used to be is completely impossible. As for example, you miss home, even though you live with us. In your own room and everything but not the home you used to have with your parents."

"How-"

"It's so obvious, Y/N. I have no idea what is it between you and him but trust me you can't do anything to make things "normal" once again. You can change things to slightly better but nothing else." I stayed silent for a short while. It's not as if what she has said is a lie. Everything she has said so far is true. Very true that I can't even argue back.

"Then I want someone who damaged our lives to suffer." She entered her car and I did as well.

-

"Taehyung is not here."

"She is not here for Taehyung." I watched Moonbyul and Yoongi fight for 10 minutes straight. "I can't answer her questions."

"I can do, hyung." A guy who is slightly taller than yoongi and younger than him spoke.

"Hey, I am Jimin." He introduced him self so I did the same thing.

-
"What are your questions?"

"What happened before 2 years to Taehyung?"

"You know the answer."

"Not all of it."

"So weird that's the first question you asked about."

"I wouldn't ask about Taehyung favorite food, would I?"

"Okay, then. I will explain everything to you."