Hate To Love (V's ff)

Chapter 4

He dragged me downstairs. I heard someone giggling and a door is being closed. If she saw Mark, she will be so mad.  I ran faster that I broke a glass. He cursed and dragged me into the bathroom. The moment he locked the door, I knew I would die if Mark wouldn't die with me. I realized he was staring at my face. There was an inch between me and him. It didn't take much time and we both looked at the door that was being banged on. "You told me no one is here." We heard the man say. "Just get in the room, sweetheart. I will come back in a minute." Gyuri said. I tightened my grip on Mark's shirt. "You wench if you think, I won't do anything. Then you are wrong."

"I am dead the second I will get out of here." To my surprise Mark heard me so he said "Trust me you won't." He was uncomfortable from the position we are in, so I pushed him away a little bit. He unlocked the door and tip toed like a child into the kitchen. When I entered, he was out by jumping from the kitchen window. We ran for a while but I stopped and looked at him.

"What happened?" He panicked. "I forgot my bag there." He was going the direction of the house but the turned and gave me are-you-serious? look. He tried to calm himself and then walked in the direction we were running into. Despite the situation we are in, I wanted to laugh but I tried to be quiet so I won't be killed by my best friend. We entered his car and he ordered me to close my eyes, so I did but instead of just closing them, I slept.

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I opened my eyes to find myself in a beautiful bedroom that has its light turned on and then my eyes started to make out that there are people in this room. " She is so beautiful." A girl said. "I am still shocked she is not his girlfriend." Another girl said and someone nodded as an agreement. "Well you all shut up. You woke her up. I am sorry darling. I am Ahn Hyejin." Then all of them introduced themseleves. Their names are Jung Wheein, Kim youngsun and Moon Byulyi. I then introduced myself. I noticed that Hyejin's eyes are filled with happiness then Wheein asked me what i thought about my room. It was beautiful but I was shocked that they cared enough to decorate a whole beautiful room to a stranger. Youngsun helped me get up and then shoved into the balcony that is in my new room to find Mark lost in his own world. Like every time I caught him. I wanted to know what is bothering him but he keeps his secrets and misery away from people's reach.  

Then he finally killed the silence by saying that he will try to find a way of stopping him from hurting me. "I know how to though. I just hadn't the courage to do it." He looked at me interested for my solution for the situation. "I have to stand up for myself."

"But what if he is an asshole and hurt you more?"

"Why are you so negative?"

"I am being logical. Maybe the protagonist in a kdrama stands up for herself and the bully stop but we are in real life, Y/N. Not everyone is going to be like that one guy. Maybe he will get worse." I bit the inside of my cheek. He is right but I didn't try to say that it's a bad idea. "Look!I am not trying to make you feel pressured. I want you to be safe. That what matters to me." I smiled at him to find him smiling back and then hugged me. "What a love story?" Youngsun said. "I feel like I am becoming old when I have just got out of my egg shell." Hyejin whined. "You will find someone one day." Wheein said patting on both girls' shoulder. My phone started to ring and I took out my back pocket and answered the call. "Can you do me a favour?" I nodded but then I realized that he can't see so I said that I can. "Can you come tomorrow afternoon? After school?" I wasn't even planning to go to school tomorrow. "Yeah sure, I will come after school then." He thanked me and then hung up. I went to the living room which was downstairs. I sat on the sofa and closed my eyes. "Something on your mind?" I opened my eyes to see Hyejin's concerned face. Where should I start?, shouldn't tell her anything at all? or should I tell her about I have to do now? I feel like I am going to die from not breathing because it feels someone is choking me. "Hey it's okay if you don't want to tell me." No, I want to tell you but I am over thinking. I sighed and said it finally that I am going to a boy's house to be his tutor. Why was it so hard to say again? "Then are you in love with him or not? You seem to over think over it for a reason, right?" Now, I remember why. The endless road of questions. The only road you can run away from since you stepped on it. With the first step, it traps you in a room with three walls. One behind you and others on your sides. Leaving you no option but to walk forward. "Y/N, are you okay?" I nodded as no one sees that hell that saw. The road that makes you want to change your actions and words. I started to lose more oxygen. I coughed begging for air. "Y/N!!" Wheein came to me running. Youngsun began to panic while Byulyi is calming her. Hyejin hugged me and kept telling me that it's okay and she is here. I started to calm down. Until I was completely calm, Hyejin didn't break the hug. Maybe trying to lessen the tightness of the hug so I can breath. I mouthed a thank you to Hyejin. She gave me a weak smile. Not out of pity but sadness. She was sad to see me at that state. I got up and bowed multiple when I said "I am sorry to worry you."

"Honey, it's okay to worry about the members of the family." I stared at Byulyi shocked from what she have just said. She...no...they consider me part of the family.

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I was thinking what will happen tomorrow. The fact I have now a family and Taehyung....My life was better before all of those changes. Which changes though? My father death, my mother disappearance , Being with Gyuri, Knowing Taehyung, Jungha's extreme torture, having friends, dealing with Baekhyun or coming here. All the events passed through my eyes. I can't believe I am not dead. I think i should be proud or shouldn't I? The sound of my door is being opened disturbed my endless thought. "Can i come in?" I nodded. "Are you now feeling better?"

"Way better." I joked. "Overthinking again?" I sighed as I realized she won't understand. She kept brushing my hair with her hand. I calmed under her touch and slept. I let myself go into the world of beautiful dreams. 

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I wake up scared. Where am I? I should be at school. I tried to get out of the bed but I fell to the floor. Did someone do something to me? Then my memory came back and I started to remember everything little by little. Well it's a relief that I am safe but how can I get up with those jelly legs? I got my phone from the nightstand and I looked at the time but I forgot the moment I saw it, so I looked once again and it's 12 pm. I have three hours to go there. I went to the bathroom to do the thing I am used to do. I remembered that I have no clothes in this house. Solar entered my room to clean it and she told me that I shouldn't bother and it's okay with her. She noticed that I am going to change so she was going out but I stopped her. I looked down while I was asking her for clothes because I don't have any in this house. She went out for a bit and came back with clothes and shoes. "I don't need this much." She laughed at me and said "Mark is the one who got them." 

"Oh." With that she got out. Mark knows what I like. I found a shopping bags that had......lingerie in it. I blushed. Should I thank him? He must have been so flustered when he got them. I swallowed.

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I was going to get out but Wheein stopped me and got me in the kitchen to see Hyejin is quite mad. "How dare you get outside this house with no food to give you energy?" I looked down. " Come and eat." I smiled and sat to eat with them.

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I am in front of his house 30 minutes early. Well better early than late. I knocked on the door and the mysterious man showed up. "You are here. I was scared you wouldn't come?"

"Why wouldn't I?" He shrugged then he made me enter and lead me into Taehyung's room.