23/07/20
SELF LOVE QUOTE :"When you love yourself more then things simply become lighter and easier."
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y/n point of view
Today was the day.
Y/bf was going to meet my daughter which I haven't mentioned to him at all.
I was waiting for right time and this was the time.
I nervously played with Emma's buttons on her dress as I tried buttoning them up.
"mummy you're hands shaking are you okay?"She looked at me with a concerned look on her face.
I brushed her hair out of her face pressing a soft kiss on her cheek "yes baby everything is
fine don't you worry".I felt my anxiety building up I tried staying calm.
I smiled at her "today you're going to meet someone extremely special to me"I told her as I brushed her hair
"Is it my dad?"she jumped in excitement.
I shook my head "no baby not your dad".
Her smiled dropped as she frowned.
"don't be disappointed we'll have so much fun today"I tried cheering her up.
knock
Knock
My heart hastened.
He was here.
I quickly but her hair a ponytail "Emma you stay here play with your dollies,I'll come get you"
She nodded at me .
My palms became sweaty as I walked towards the door.
I let a deep breath out.
I opened the door with a huge smile.
Y/bf brought me into a hug "Hey y/n"
I nervously spat out "hi".
My heart raced increased.
Y/bf pulled away "is everything okay?"he looked at me concerned.
I looked down "yes everything is fine why do you ask?"I asked him.
"You're heart was pounding as fast"he laughed .
I tried changing the topic "well let's go-"my sentence got cut off.
"Mommy my doll clothes are missing"Emma ran downstairs.
I turned to y/bf his eyes widened in horror.
Emma stopped and looked at y/bf "hello"she smiled
"Um hello"y/bf replied uncomfortably.
"Emma go upstairs please"I told her.
She scurried away with the dolls in her hand.
Me and y/bf went to the couch.
We sat in silence for a bit.
I broke the silence "I understand why you wouldn't want to be with me I'm sorry for wasting your time"I looked down guiltily.
Y/bf looked over at me "I'm just kind of confused can you explain"
"Well I had Emma when I was 19 with my ex boyfriend he didn't want the baby so he left.I haven't seen him in years not even contact".
I took a breath out "I already have a idea how you feel as well"as my breath hitched in my throat.
Y/bf grabbed my hand "hey not at all y/n,it's just a lot to process at this point but I will fully support you and Emma and try to get to know her"He told me .
I let a breath out.
I gave Emma and y/bf the time to meet and talk to each other.
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𝕭𝖔𝖞𝖋𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉 𝖎𝖒𝖆𝖌𝖎𝖓𝖊𝖘 (1)
Romanceum read the title 👁👄👁 started - 12/12/19 ended - 4/08/20 1 in #bf (Oct 2020)