I opened y/bf bedroom, "heyyy chicken"I smiled at y/bf.He looked up at with a straight face "hey y/n".
I kept a smile on face trying to stay positive ,y/bf was always like this,I would describe him as cold most times and he wasn't comfortable with affection and pda in general he never told me why but oh well.
I walked over to his bed,I placed a kiss on his forehead,he pulled back with his eye brows furrowed.
I rolled my eyes at his actions "are you good?".I rested my head on his shoulder. "Yes y/n I'm great"he said sarcastically he looked over at me then went back to scrolling on his phone.
We chatted between the both of us.
I grabbed his hand rubbing circles on his palm,I felt his body twitch slightly.
I pulled my hand away "I'm sorry I'll stop"I said guilty not wanting him to feel uncomfortable.
"yes you should"he said coldly giving me glare.
I hated when y/bf looked at me like that,it was look that he seemed like he hated me.
"why did you look at me like?"I questioned him.
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"what do you mean?"he looked with a cold glare.
"Like that y/bf,I apologised and I feel like I'm trying so hard to make this work and you're so cold towards me I understand if you don't like affection and pda is but it is something that I like and makes me feel loved you're not even trying to make effort with your words to show that you love me."I look at him upset.
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He drops the cold stare,with a look of guilt "I-I"he started .
"Forget it y/bf do you even love me,you haven't said those words me to at all"I looked at him teary eyed.
"I do"he looked at me seriously.
"So say it"I looked at him,wiping my eyes.
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He looked at me "I-I-I"
"It doesn't seem like you do love me y/bf you can't even say those three words"
"three words.eight letters. say it and i'm yours"I wiped my tears,looking at him with hope in my eyes"
He looked up at me then looked down.
My heart dropped and my body became numb.
"well I guess you don't"my voice cracked.
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I looked at him disappointed,I stood up walking out of his bedroom.
"Y/n wait"
I ignored him,tears pooled in my eyes,I slammed the front door.
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"don't go I love you y/n,I want you to be in my life"y/bf ran downstairs thinking y/n was still there.
He gently banged his head on the wall, "I'm such a idiot"I felt some tears fall on my cheek
I could feel my heart ache in pain that I caused myself.
Even though me and y/n were complete opposites,she was more cheery and happy whilst I was more cold and had a resting bitch face we great for each other but I ruined it being afraid of I truly felt.
I do want to kiss her and hold hands with her and cuddle her but I was to afraid.
now she was gone
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I hope you liked it (that was kind of evil to say 😂😂wasn't a good ending 😂😂)
tell me if you cried (probably not) wasn't that good 👉👈
