I've been so hurt and upset I had a tiny bit of hope in me that y/bf would try to win me back but this was a clear sign he didn't even love me.
y/bn brought me in to hug "y/n you need to eat bby".
I shook my head. "you can leave I'm good"I told y/bn she's been here for the past couple days looking after me.
"no I'm not leaving you"she looks at me concerned. "I'm scared you will hurt yourself"she looked down.
My heart warmed "no y/bn you know me I would never do that I'll call you in 1 hr to show you that I'm good now leave"I smiled at her.
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3 days have gone past,I've missed y/n so much.I needed to talk to her but I didn't know what to say and how to say it.
I groaned as I wrote down what I wanted to say.It didn't sound good at all I wanted it to be perfect just like y/n is like.
knock knock
My heart raced thinking y/n could be at the door.I opened the door disappoint rise to my face."y/bn hi"I said nervously.
She looked extremely mad.
Smack
I grabbed my cheek as she slapped it so hard.
She gently pushed me, "what the fuck is taking you so long you told me 3 days ago you was going to tell her that you did love her".
I sighed "I'm trying to it's just it doesn't sound right"I handed her the letter.
"yeah it doesn't you sound so much kinder in this than you have been to her"she smirked.
I rolled my eyes "shut up I am nice to y/n she's my girlfriend-well was"I sighed remembering.
"it sounds good y/bf I was joking,listen in a 10 mins y/n going to call your going to answer and tell her you're coming over to talk"she looked at me.
10 mins later
Ring ring ring
Y/bn handed me her phone.
I looked down at her phone.
"PICK IT UP YOU DICKHEAD" y/bn shouted at me.
My heart pounded rapidly "I-I can't" I stuttered.Y/bn rolled her eyes grabbing the phone out of my hand and answering it.
My eyes widened.
"hi y/bn"I heard y/n voice my heart pounding as I haven't heard her voice in ages.
Y/bn shoved the phone towards me.
I took a deep breath out.
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"hey y-y-y/n it's y/bf"
My eyes widened hearing y/bf,I felt butterflies in my stomach that he still gave me.
"um hi what do you want?"I said my voice breaking softly.
"can we talk at your house?"he asked nervously.
"um yes sure bye"
I shut my eyes taking a deep breath out.I had no idea what y/bf wanted to talk about.
"she hates me,did you hear how she sounded like"I heard y/bf groaned
I forgot to end the call but I decided to listen for a bit.
"No she doesn't she loves you y/bf"I rolled my eyes at y/bn words.
I ended the call as it became silent.
45 mins later
knock knock
I went downstairs and I opened the door.
Seeing y/bf face brought back all the memories we have spent together.But it also brought pain thinking of our last fight.
Y/bf looked extremely uncomfortable "hi y/n".
I wasn't in the mood for the hellos "what do you want?"I ask straight forward.
Y/bf eyes widened,he pulled out a paper out of his pocket.He cleared his throat "Y-y/n I want to say first that I am sorry even though it's not a good sorry.I had not realised what I have done wrong will the looks I have given you and the attitude as well as to me they felt like it was action of love.But clearly it wasn't as you felt uncomfortable and hurt.I know you deserve better than me as in the way I treated was not right at all.Y/n I do love you,I love you so much"my voice cracked at the last sentence.
My eyes widened as y/bf became emotional,he never showed me his emotions.
I felt myself become emotional"I'm so sorry that I didn't say it you that day when we was fighting I was scared and afraid.I was afraid to admit that I loved your affection and gentle kisses as it made feel warm inside.I'm sorry again for hurting you".
He looked down at the ground embarrassed .
"y/bf that was just wow,I accept your apology"I smiled.
"Can I kiss you?"y/bf asked shyly as we never as much as other couples did.
I nodded.
He grabbed my hips as my hands went around his neck.Our lips met into a passionate kiss,my fingers tangled in his y/bf hair.
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I felt his body twitch at my sudden actions.I pulled away from the kiss "I'm sorry was that okay or should I stop"I asked him concerned.
"It was okayyy I don't mind it"y/bf laughed "just wasn't use to that".
"let's go upstairs,we can make out if you want to and go further or we can just cuddle or not cuddle"I gave him options.
"Let's do all of them I want to show you how I much I truly love you"y/bf looked at me with lust in his eyes.
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