Look into my eyes, it’s where my demons hide
My anger flashes in my eyes
Never once surfacing as expressions on my passive face
My smiles never reach my eyes
I fight to keep the tears and pain in balance
I am hurt over and over again: time and time again
But I still smile
Look into my eyes, it’s where my demons hide
I keep my face passive or at times smiling
I show no other emotion apart from joy, laughter and happiness
But the pain, sorrow and guilt are still there, haunting me
Deep down inside, I die a thousand deaths
Falling and rising: Falling and rising
Into despair and out of despair
But I smile
I do not want unnecessary attention
I just want to be left alone
Away from human interactions
Simply wallowing in my self pity and in my pain
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Thoughts
RandomA collection of thoughts running in the head of a depressed and bored teen. Random ideas and glimpses into the inner workings of such a mind. The hidden and unspoken words of sorrow, pain, curiosity and fantasy. Funny ideas to be played with later...
