Mend my heart

I looked at the pregnancy test tube one last time and felt tears falling down from my eyes this can't be happening to me. My father will kill me. Why did this happen. I took out my phone and took a picture of the results and sent a text to Nkanyiso
"𝚠𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔" I threw the test tube in the bin than went out and washed my face than left the bathroom and left the keys at the front. I hugged my school bag and walked to the bus stop to catch the bus to my village. I got home first and cleaned than cooked and washed my school uniform. My phone was buzzing none stop. I checked and saw it Nkanyiso.
Me: Hi
Nkanyiso: I see your text. What you want to talk about?
Me: can I come see you
Nkanyiso: Not today.
Me: nini ke?( when?)
Nkanyiso: when I have time, right now I don't have time. That shocked me. I looked at the phone than  placed the phone on my ear.
Me: Nkanyiso
Voice: umuzwile akhana skathi sisi( you heard him, he has no time) come baby.the shock on my face as I froze and checked the number again to see if i called a wrong number.
Me: Nkanyiso??
Nkanyiso: Ill text u mase ngi free skhokho( ill text you when am free) he hang up on me. I sat there in shock as tears of shock came over me. I cried until I couldn't anymore than took a shower and went to bed. My name is Lulama Phongo join me as I unfold my life to you.....