Mend my heart

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J.T
I watched the video one last time and I knew exactly who took her and I was beyond pissed so I wore my bullet proof vest and armed myself as I made my way to the Hawks headquarters. I called Sanele my IT guy to interrupt the facial recognition at the security points and security cameras and he did. I drove in less than 15 minute and got in using the front entrance with the cameras screening me but being unable to alert the guys that am on my way to them. I knew that the high riskers interrogations are held by the presidential boardroom. I got up the elevator and went up to the presidential suite and got there to find the door heavily guarded. I saw her sitting by the far end of the table with all the best detectives and investigator and her body language was non responsive to everything that they were saying. She was alert to her surroundings but yet muting the kaos around her and I knew right there and then that this is it for me. She Is the one for me.
Lulama
I looked at the thin lanky man who opened up the file in front of me with pictures of all dead man some had they head chops off and some had bullets in the head and some were burnt and in car accidents. I looked at all the horrific pictures of all the brutal deaths.
Lanky man: this is everything that the man that you claim you love does for a living in his spare time. He has killed over 1000 men and has done despicable things for the government and that not all. He placed another file and he placed I opened it and saw an older version of J.T in years to come. I looked at the blood math after blood math and I felt my tummy turn and I ran to the  dustbin and vomited once more and felt a tiny pain on the side of my stomach and walked to the seat and sat and I smelt him before I even saw him at the far end of the office behind the drawing board blending with the black board wall. I smiled and he smiled too and I looked at the group of men standing in front of me.
Lanky man: that is his father as you can see that everyone in that family are murders. He placed another file of a beautiful slim woman holding a gun and I could see J.T resemblance in her stature and the way she was serious just the only deference is that she was coloured.
Me: am I under arrest?
Mr President: oh no, we just wanted to show you what king of a man you are involving yourself with.
Me: And I guess every girl that has dated a supposed murder has been brought here to come get the talk from lanky guy here and the President himself. Now my question is if his so dangerous and you all fear him judging by how you are all on edge than why did you bring me here? What are you hoping to archive?
They all looked at me and I looked back at them and they couldn't answer. Then I saw J.T shift to behind the president and I saw something silver at the back of the President and I knew it was a gun by the look the president gave me.
J.T: why don't you all answer the women. All the man whopped they guns out and turned and looked at him as he fully emerged out of the black wall. The fear out of their eyes was hard not to miss.
J.T: You good babe? He looked at me and I nodded as I couldn't speak since I was very emotional and I moved my head not looking at him and looked at the green plant and I sweat it winked at me. i sat back and tried not to focus on the winking plant and looked at the white statue at the other corner and I swear it smiled at me and I closed my eyes and opened it again.
J.T: babe?
Me: Am okay, just tired. He nodded and pushed the president more into the room from the far end of the table.
J.T: now I've always been loyal to this agency but somehow that wasn't enough.
J.T
The director lowered his gun and looked straight at me.
Director of Hawks: No, it's not that we doubt your loyalty but you must understand this is the first time that you have been involve with a woman and in your line of work a family Is the last thing that you need in your plate right now.
J.T: and you are my father? You call the shots about my life? Then the statue moved and a woman emerged point a gun at the commissioner of defense.
Her: I sure as hell never slept with that one. The whole room was in shocked as she was fully white and she removed the mask and my mother face came to place and I heard the gasps.
President: You are alive Nadia?
Mom: What did you expect, thought you got rid of me when you had your team invade my home and kill us in the process? She asked looking so pissed and I just froze there with the gun on the president back.
Me: Mom? Is that really you? She looked at me with glassy eyes and nodded and I saw that Lulama was also emotional.
Voice: why don't we lower the guns boys and let have this meeting like civilized people because you all know that with us in here your survival chances are slim. We just came back from what you think is death yet we were living life as you can see. The plant moves and it turned into a human and there he was the man who made me who I am today. The man that always loved, cared and laughed. The man that I always dreamt of laughing and loving me none the less. My father.
Jabulani
I walked out of the flower pot and removed the mask and looked at the shocked faces as they lowered, they gun in slow motion as I walked closer and stood next to the incredibly smart and calm bossy lady that I learnt was my son girlfriend.
Mr President: Jabulani?
ME: in a flash friend, how are you? He shakes his head.
Mr President: Where have you been all these years? His eyes were popping out of his socket. I walked around to my son and gave him one of the biggest and stiffest hugs ever and I saw his eyes teary. After the hug he walked to his mother who kissed him all over his face and he laughed that childish laugh that he always had when he was young and that warmed my heart. I turned and looked at the old geezer on the chair as my son walked to his girlfriend who was teary eyed and holding her tummy as she cringed and i watched as J.t looked at her with worried eyes.
Lulama
J.T: babe? He looked at me with worried eyes.
Me: am fine, my tummy is just acting up to me not eating today. His mother walked to the table and took a bottle of apple juice and biscuit and she knelt in front of me and gave me smiling.
Her: first child? I felt hot tears coming down as I looked at her confused.
Her: oh, I thought you knew, am sorry. She held her mouth as if taking back what she said. I slowly turned and looked at a grinning J.T and I was beyond confused.
Me: Am pregnant? I whispered to him more in a question than me telling him, he looked at me smiling.
J.T: I found the test under the towel before they took you it was two lines. I smiled at her placing my hands on her belly.
Me: and you are okay with this?
J.T This is me, never compare me to that douche. I looked at him with tears rolling down my eyes.
Me: I love you. He kissed my forehead.
J.T: I love you too.
Mr Phongo
I landed home and drove the short distance to my house and found cars parked on my drive way. I parked at the side than made the walk to the house and got in and found the house with a couple and my wife crying.
Me: Maria yini( what wrong) she just held on to me and cried some more as if someone just died. The other beautiful lady who looked exactly like my daughter had teary eyed and the gentlemen next to him stood up and looked at me with petty.
Him: Hi Mr Phongo, Am sibusiso Nxumalo and this is my wife Busisiwe. We are here about our daughter Lulama.......