After showering and doing your hygiene routine you put on a red halter top bodycon dress ,letting your hair stay curly after putting product in it and diffusing before laying your edges.
You did a light beat as you made sure to cover the bags under your eyes that have developed over the past 5 months wether it be from lack of sleep or crying yourself to sleep.You scanned your half of the large walk in closet before slipping on some red checkered vans and one of Stokeley's jean jackets from his side of the closet that was practically untouched besides for the nights were you'd get one of his shirts to sleep in or one of his jackets that was slightly big on you or hats to go with your outfits or just something to remind you of him .
Grabbing your keys and phone you slung your leather backpack that contained your MacBook and variety of small things you needed throughout the day while you were at the shop due to you being a tattoo artist which is odd because you just got your first tattoo a little over a year ago,you've always had a thing for drawing so this just came naturally.
You opened your front door as a man stood there,he was tall ,from what you could see due to him being turned around he wore a grey hoodie layered with black leather jacket and matching black adidas pants and white forces,he wore a black hat so you couldn't really identify his hair until he turned around with his hands in his pockets as your heart dropped
"Stokeley"you breathed out as the tears welled up in your eyes ,he looked different,his body was skinnier but more toned ,he was shaved clean as his face was slightly more chiseled
"Nakiah"his deep voice spoke remorsefully as you turned your head to hide the tears that poured from your eyes"5 months Stokeley and no call ,no text,nothing?"you stood across from him wiping under your eyes with the back of your arms as he leaned against the counter ,looking as if there was nothing left in him.
"had to get away"he rubbed his temple
"get away from what-from me,get away from your friends your f-"you started to get worked up before he interrupted you slamming his hand on the counter"FROM EVERYTHING!"he yelled as his eyes widened catching you off guard"I couldn't be around you in the mind that I'm in ,fuck I don't know if I should even be here right now!"he yelled before closing his eyes exhaling ,he opened them walking toward you standing in front of you as you looked towards the ground biting the inside of your cheek
"Nakiah,I'm broken man,I can't provide for you emotionally,I can't be there for you mentally,everyone that I love gets taken away from me and -"he spoke as you shook your head slowly
"I love you more than I love my self and that's why I left ,so you wouldn't have to see me like that ,I felt that it was what was best for you-"he explained before you looked up at him before delivering a slap across his face as he didn't even flinch"Fuck you Stokeley!"you cried as his jaw clenched and his eyes closed
"I needed you that night you didn't come home,I understand it's hard losing the people you love but if you'd talk and communicate with me more I'd be open to helping you heal from shit like that ,you of all people know that I can relate to grieve and losing a brother"you hit his chest
"I was gonna tell you that I was fucking 6 weeks pregnant that night and you didn't even come home ,Stokeley!"you pushed him as his eyebrows furrowed as he looked at you in confusionYou wanted to get away from him,you felt embarrassed for letting yourself break like this,over the past 5 months you went through stages ,you cried every night for the first month,you were tempted to drink and smoke a blunt every second of the day for the second month due to anger and resentment and the past 3 months you've been spending trying to heal and move forward for you and your unborn child.
You tried to move past him but once he snapped back to reality he grabbed your arm as you tried to pull from him bringing your body to his as he looked down at you with so much hurt and pain and confusion in his eyes
Your breathing hitched as he slowly looked down at your stomach moving his jacket that you were wearing back to reveal the bump as he exhaled moving his hand to your lower back and the other to your stomach as his scent took over your senses
Your Baby started to kick as it sensed its father's presence as Stokeley's hand felt over your stomach taking in every moment "Damn "he breathed out chuckling before sniffling as you could see the tears fall down his cheek despite his hat covering his face due to his head being down.
"Stokeley-"you started as your voice shook before he stopped you"I'm sorry"he apologized "I'm sorry for leaving you and running,I was so fucking hurt when Juice left here Kai,it brought all that hurt back from Jah and I didn't know how to cope with it but I know now that leaving you wasn't it ,shit hurt me like hell not being with you everyday man "he shook his head as the tears continued to roll down the both of yours faces
"I just wanna tell you that I'm never leaving you again ...shi especially not now"he continued to rub your stomach as the baby kicked making him smile
"Ion give a fuck how hard it get I can't be away from you again"he looked up as you bit your top lip"I missed you"you cried as he pulled you to him by the back of your neck"I missed you more"he hugged you kissing your head ,the two of you rested your foreheads against each other's as you wiped your face"I hope you don't mind but I've already named him"you exhaled looking up at him as he nodded rubbing your lower back as you held onto his shirt " a boy?"he said with a small smile making you nod as you did the same "Jahseh Aiko Goulbourne"you announced as he furrowed his eyebrows biting his lip
You named him after Stokeley's best friend and your brother who've both passed but in memory of them"That's beautiful"he nodded as you smiled
"But for kicks we'll call him Juice"you chuckled looking up at him as he gasped smally with wide eyes before laughing "now Dats fye"he cooed making you laugh before it got silent as the two of you locked eyes"I Love you girl"he smiled smally looking down before looking back into your eyes
"I love you"you breathed out as the two of you shared a long awaited kiss closing the gap between you ,moving your arm up to his neck you put the other on his chest rubbing it as he deepened the kiss turning his head adding tongue making you moan when suddenly the baby decided the kick again making the two of you pull back with a smile
"Damn juice man you don't wanna share mommy wit daddy?"Stokeley laughed crouching down to get eye level with your bump making you laugh as you
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