Thoughts on paper- poetry collection

The Truth to the Writing

You think it's a joke,

you think it's not real.

These poems that I write

are what I truly feel.

Bad thoughts in my head

that shouldn't be said.

I have a perfect life,

so why am I sad?

Am I really that person,

who's nothing but bad?

I can't take it much longer..

Don't know how long I can last.

The deadline is coming,

and it's coming quite fast.

I know that I'm spiraling,

I'm out of control.

And instead of a heart

there's now a dark hole.