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"god, I'm so sick of sleeping alone"

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Another morning, and you're not here with me. I couldn't sleep last night, I kept on thinking about you. I was tossing and turning all night.

When will all this guilt, hurt, and depression go away? I'm breaking down emotionally, and a little bit physically. I'm not the same with my friends, I beat myself up, not really up to do anything big.

The fans seem to notice, and there tweets and comments on Instagram makes me feel better, sometimes.

I got out of bed, and looked at it, so messy. I grabbed my phone from my nightstand, and unlocked it. I went on Snapchat and snapped a picture of my bed,

god, I'm so sick of sleeping alone

Yes I am...

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Sorry I didn't update the other day! I've been busy + I write on my phone and I dropped it in the pool yesterday...no worries it's all better now! I'll update either tonight again, or tomorrow! ❤️

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