Scotch and Soda (A.T.)

21 | When you're losing and your fuse is fireside...

--Warning: Explicit Content--

Alex

Just as I got off the phone with Miles, guess whose back from where ever she went? I wanted to yell at her but my head was killing me. I just knew that tonight was the night Miles was going to Andy's place.

'Where have you been?' I asked curious anyway. She stopped midstride and turned her head towards me where she narrowed her eyes.

'It's none of your damn business, Turner.' She turned her head and attempted to walk upstairs like a sulky teenager. I hurry before she can make it all the way up the stairs and grab her wrist.

'It is my damn business, where the fuck were you?' I snapped. How many fucking times have I said I'm tired of these games?

'I wasn't at Luke's if that's what you're wondering,' she spat. She tried to pull her wrist away, but I only tightened the grip. She whimpered a bit at the notion.

'Then where the fuck were you?' That question was followed by a pregnant silence. 'Well answer me and I won't let you go until you do.'

'Fine! I was at Miles Kane's flat, there are you happy now?' I kinda was surprised. 'I got drunk and we fucked because you left me in a state. I needed it badly and you kept going on about poor little Andy who's probably fucking Luke right about now.' Before she could even smirk, I'd slapped her. I don't do that kinda thing ever, but she...She pissed me off by talking about Andy that way. And I know that's probably no excuse but fuck! I need Andromeda back, I'm losing my sanity.

Andromeda

Miles and I said our goodbyes and then I made my way back in where Luke was sitting in the chair facing the door beside the sofa. I immediately looked down from his piercing gaze.

'So you were out a little late, is there any reason for it?' Luke said in stern tone.

'The movie was a little long and we went for pizza afterwards, so...' I'm still not looking at him.

'Why won't you look at me?' Luke asked and Alex's voice came to me, Andromeda, look at me please.

'Because, I'm scared. You...You took advantage of me.' I snapped my head up at him. He stood up and started walking towards me.

'I did what?' He yelled. Getting closer and closer to me.

'You drugged my tea and raped me.' He grabbed my hair and yanked me to him.

'I did what?!' I was crying now, because I couldn't hold in my sobs of fear anymore, while he chuckled. 'You're just a regular Sherlock Holmes, aren't you?' He'd said in an amused tone, 'Did you think I was going to get it out of you willingly? You're still fucking attached to that little rock star ain't ya?' I didn't say anything back, still sobbing. 'Yeah that's what I thought. And the funny thing is he's not worried about you being chaste for him because he's fucking Paige's brains out right now and why not? She did leave her marks on him.'

'Please stop,' I cried out. He finally let go of my hair after he threw me on the floor. He walked back to his seat as I tried to get up.

'You're a fucking slut, you know that? One of my men followed you and saw you very cosy in Miles Kane's arms. First me, then Atticus, then Alex, and now Miles...' He shook his head in a shaming way. 'You fucked him didn't you? In the movie theatre? That's why the movie was a little long.' He saw that I was still strugglin' to get up and he came towards me with a kick to my stomach.

'You fucked him, now you get your punishment submissive.' He blew another kick my way. A part of my mind, the part that clings to my life before the dramatic turnaround, couldn't believe this was happening. He was never abusive in our three year relationship...Maybe he would mess with my feelings a bit, but he'd never hit me. Slowly, one by one, the blows were coming my way.

'Please stop!'

And he did as I coughed up blood.

'I never fucked Miles, he just took me out to cheer me up because I'd been overwhelmed with recent changes lately. That's all please, I promise you. I didn't say anything about Atticus or the rape. Please just let me sleep.' With that he stormed into his office and slammed the door. I made my way upstairs where I took a shower and got into bed, then cried myself to sleep.

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Alex

'Alex!' I heard muffled sounds and bangin' on the door. What the fuck? Probably wakin' up the neighbours. It's fucking midnight. I opened the door to see Miles with a worried expression.

'Alex, he raped her.' He said panting and coughing.

'What?' I asked before settling on his state, 'What's happened to you?'

'I hurried to your house as fast as I could Alex and she told me that Luke raped her.' I fucking knew it. I knew he was going to eventually do that to 'er. I closed my eyes in pain.

'I can't do this anymore I need to see 'er.' I tried to walk past him when he stopped me.

'No, Alex, if you go over there, he'll know and Luke will hurt her.' I know but...

'Miles, we have to do something about Luke and Atticus.' Miles looked down like something was wrong about what I said.

'What?' I looked at him worried and wondering what the hell he was solemn about.

'He's dead Alex,' He muttered still not looking at me, 'Atticus is dead. Andy said that Luke shot him in front of her.' He finally looked up at my pained face.

'I need to see her Miles, I'm losing my sanity here. I just fucking slapped Paige for Christ sake.' I pull at my hair as I'm becoming completely mad...painfully slow.

'I have a way Alex but you have to know, it won't be easy. One of Luke's men followed us the whole time we were out together. If he does it the next time we have to find a way to get rid of him so you two can finally meet for a few hours.' I felt like I finally had some hope along the way if Miles was right and I could see me lioness.

'Now what about sleeping with Paige...I knew you had something for her mate.' I laughed at which I hadn't done since before Andy was taken from me.

'Oh come on Al, we were both smashed. But I do like how she changed her hair colour to blonde.' We both grinned.

'But mate, I'm trusting you to pull this off. I need her touch...' Her touch sends my brain into a frenzy. Her flushed skin...fuck! Her caramel eyes...I love it when they darken for me. I can't continue thinking about her this way or else I'll get another 'ard on. But I can't help but think about her all the time.

'I need to go mate, I'll call you la'er, bye.'

'Okay bye mate,' and with that he left. Paige hasn't been out of her room since she came back which was fine with me.

I went upstairs and walked into me room. I couldn't help but hear Andy's moans and sighs in me head. I already have a 'ard on. I tried to make it go away desperately by rubbing my bulge through my jeans but it was just adding fuel to the fire. I sat on my bed pondering what to do. So I unzipped my jeans and took out my cock. I imagined Andromeda was here...kneeling before me ready to take me into her mouth again. I couldn't help but stroke myself and groan. Her pink lips around my girth, bobbing her head back and forth and I held her hair guiding her head. Slow became faster and faster. My other hand was clutching the bed.

'Fuck...' after three more long strokes, I came. I took some tissue from my drawer and cleaned up my emissions. I couldn't wait 'til I get her back...